Hi its max. After the separation Liam got to live with dad and i lived with mom. I was so sad that we got separated but what could I do. I'm just a kid.
Anyways I thought living with mom would be heaven but I was wrong. Mom went dark after her divorce with dad and she didn't take out her anger on stuff like sewing or breaking stuff, she took out her anger on me. Every time she would be mad at dad she would start hitting me and beating me for no reason. I had just hoped that Liam wad alright . That he was getting treated better at dad's than me.
As I tried to endure my mothers treatment towards me, sometimes I would write letters to Liam asking him how's he's been and if he still remember's me. Every time I sent it I never got a reply back. I sent a letter everyday but never ever got a reply once. I finally gave up after one year of no response. I said that if he forgot about me then maybe I should do the same. I tried to make living with mom a little bit more better but nothing I did could change the fact that our family was broken and couldn't be put back together so I just have up trying to act as if every thinking was normal.
The more I got beatings from my mother the more I started to act out of control at home and at school. I said if I were to get beating let it be for something that I actually did. So I got I to fights, stole money from people, cheated on my tests and even got suspended for seven days. After these events I got beated like crazy but I was kinda immune to it so I felt nothing. Sometimes my mom would get mad that I didn't even flinch when she slapped me so she slapped me until I actually felt pain. I would just act like I felt pain to get it over with.
Although I tried my best to get in trouble, which was more a distraction of thinking of my brother, I couldn't help think that mom pleaded for my brother and my dad was happy to get him because no one wanted me. No one cares or even loved me. I then felt envious of him but at the same time missed him like crazy. What did I do to deserve this? Why did dad have to break up our family? Why did the judge have to rule custody to both parents and separate us. I hated everyone so much that I wanted to end my own life.
I couldn't deal with this pain anymore. I went to the top of my school ready to jump but I didn't because for one, I was scared but also if I was ever gonna see my brother again I wanted to be there for him. So I came off and decided to not jump. I went back to regular school and as I was about to head home. I noticed someone that kinda looked like my brother. The person was surrounded by people. It looked as if that person got hit by a car. As I stepped to get a closer look I saw a flash of light and as looked to where the flash of light was coming from I saw a garbage truck coming towards me. I thought he would stop but all I could remember was that moment when I flew over the truck and landed on the concrete floor.