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Chapter 4 - Scratch. Draw. Snap.

Scratch

Scratch 

Scratch

Draw 

Draw

Draw

Snap 

Snap

Snap

Repeat.

It's not the best

But it's what I've been taught

It may hurt me in the future

But I don't care right now. 

They work for now

And that's enough for me

So, 

Scratch

Scratch

Scratch

Draw

Draw

Draw

Snap

Snap

Snap

As long as it takes for it to go away. 

You know, it. 

The feeling that I need to hurt myself

The feeling like my veins need to be stretched

The feeling like I need to crack every bone in my body

The feeling that I'm not wanted

The feeling that isolates me

The feeling that makes me

Scratch

Draw

Snap

Repeat.