Why do I have to cry for you to notice?
To bawl my eyes out in secret
To look happy on the outside
but sad on the inside
Every night I lay awake
Trying to keep a smile
I try to think of the good things
but there are none
I put on a smile
To keep you from asking
but all I really want
is for you to ask me anyways
I know you're not a ind reader
but still try to be
look at me once
and see the tears in my eyes
Look real deep
and tell me you see a happy child
tell me that I don;'t cry myself to sleep
every single night
Now i'm trying my best to hold on
but that really isn't an option
why can't you just
show me some appreciation
Show me you love me
don't just say bad stuff about me
Tell me you care for me
just .. just... love me