NICK POV
He knew that he will be seeing you tonight but he did not know how deep feelings he would feel when he sees you. He is experiencing such a deep love for you that he is not quite sure how to handle these deep passionate feelings for you.
He never really knew love as his mother was so busy protecting herself from his dad, that he kind of got left out of the picture. His mother didn't have any time for him. When she got older, it is as if she remembered she has a son but by then it was too late. Now, he is all grown up and has made his own idea of what love is.
So being here with you brings up feelings that he has never felt before. But he knows that he loves every second and every moment of these feelings towards you. He is on his elbows in your bed, looking at you, smiling. He does not believe his luck, that he has found you and that you have agreed to be his girl. He wants to take you and make you his forever.
"Dammit, you are so beautiful, doc"
