Jacob has been my best friend since high school, I never really thought about him in that way until I turned 18. My 18th birthday to be exact. Me and Jacob were hanging out as normal he took me out to dinner and we went to my apartment and started watching a movie. It was getting awkward because of course in every movie there's a sex scene. A scene with normal boring sex and of course the girl looks so in love and so happy, you only see the rough sex in porn so I just kinda rolled my eyes at the tv. Jacob smiles and says "What? Does that not get you all hot and bothered?" I laughed. " No this stuff isn't real. It doesn't really happen like that, plus not all girls are into the same things." I had never really talked about my fantasies to Jacob. I was always scared that he would think I was weird, I mean of course he is my best friend so he has heard some of my stories before but it was mostly complaining about how bad it was. After the movie was over me and Jacob started talking and laughing and somehow ended up kissing? I don't really remember it just happened so fast. He grabbed my throat and started kissing me. It took me by surprise because nobody has ever kissed me liked that. He kept his hand on my throat and started sliding his other hand down to my thighs. He tried to open my legs, but I was a little hesitant because I didn't know what he was wanting. I had never seen this side of him before. He looked at me and said "Open." So i opened my legs and he started fingering. I started to moan as he held my throat tighter. He smiled and said "you like that Babygirl" I moaned "yes". He stopped as soon as he knew I was enjoying it. " Get on your knees" he commanded. I was still being hesitant because I was still unsure of what he was doing. He grabbed my hair and forced me down on my knees. " Look at me. " he said. I looked up at him as he was putting his dick in my mouth. I started sucking his dick at first just teasing. He grabbed my hair again and forced me to go deeper and faster. I was getting so wet and started moaning. He pulled my head back and said "you want it in you?" I begged "yes please". He smiled and pulled me by my hair and threw me on the bed. He started teasing me as I started to moan more he put his dick in side of me and held me by my throat as he was pounding into me. After we were done we laid in bed and held each other. No talking, just holding each other. I smiled and thought to myself finally something real.