In an instant, I am snapped back into reality; it feels like I have been awakened from a really bad dream. Just the mere thought of losing Lilith terrifies me; I shall rather sacrifice myself to let such a thing happen to her. And she is far stronger than most of the Vampire woman that I know; she shall not let Lucius overpower her so easily. So I but only shake my head from the ugly scene that just played over in my head and push on forward.
But my beloved has been watching me having this inner battle with myself, and she looks somewhat concerned.
"Sebastian, what is wrong?"
"I just had the most horrible thought run through my mind, but let us not worry about that, let us go save Lilith and the boy."
