Angel looked at sleeping Kmelia and said, 'thank you for coming to my life and giving me this happiness. I'm not alone now; I have a sister now.'
The loneliness which Angel hides for past years in her heart all come out; the drop of tears falls down.
Angel suddenly saw a diary is on the table. Angel took it, and she read it. After reading Kmelia's diary, Angel cried out. She walks towards Kmelia, and she sat near her.
Angel held Kmelia's hand tightly and sat on the ground, looking at her. The tears were falling from her sleeping eyes.
Kmelia is murmuring Sinar… Sinar… Sinar…I'm afraid alone here… don't leave me, Sinar…
Angel slowly patted on Kmelia's head and said, 'you are not alone, Lia; Unnie is with you; Unnie won't leave you; Unnie is here for you.'
And angel wiped the tears coming from the sleepy eyes.
'Lia, you are not alone, I'm here,' Angel's sentence becomes a pain with sadness.
Angel can't hide the pain she feels after reading Kmelia's diary. Angel feels pain for Kmelia for suffering all the pain alone without anyone's support.
'Don't suffer alone, Lia. I'm with you. I won't allow you two to suffer anymore, ' Angel said, and she cried, holding Lia's hand.
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Mason hit on Dilna's head and sat near her, and he started to roll the bottle. Finally, it points towards Aira.
Mason asked, 'Dare or Truth?'
Aira said, 'Dare.'
Aira is afraid to choose the truth because she hid lots of things from them.
'I will pick one for you,' Dilna said, and she took one paper from the bottle and gave it to Aira.
Aira opened it and read it in her mind, and she became upset after reading it.
Everyone is eagerly looking at Aira to find out what it is.
Aira doesn't want to disappoint them, so she stood up and stood in the middle, closing her eyes and touching her necklace, and read it aloud, explaining about your first love.
That was the most difficult thing to explain right now for Aira as her heart is right now full of pains. That will make her pain double. Her eyes are starting to fill with tears, and the sadness all comes out.
Dilna saw her pain, and she said, 'stop this stupid game. I'm not playing.' Dilna stood up.
"Lar, He is my everything." Dilna hears Aira's voice, and she turns around and looks at her with a sad face because only Dilna can understand the pain which Aira is facing right now.
Aira looked at the moon and said, 'he is like the moon, who always wants to shine with a smile but always hides his smile in the cloud, but he is cute. Everything about him is so special. He is a very silent person, doesn't talk too much, and doesn't know how to make others happy. But he always makes me happy with his presence.' Aira's face became brightly shining when she told about her Lar.
His small care, everything makes me fall even more for him. And he is very possessive and jealousy too. He even sulks for a week. And it's very hard to make him calm down. And sometimes he doesn't express what his real feelings are, always tries to hide his pain inside. And for happiness, he won't express it. That all he locked in his heart and always became cold outside but he is very nice in heart. His every breath is oxygen for me, without him I'm nothing, he is my everything, my first love, my only love, my life, my happiness, he is the world for me, I'm alive only for him. Aira's eyes filled with tears, which fell down from her cheeks.
Her face becomes red, and the pain is reflecting in her eyes. Her voice starts to stuck, she holds her crying sound and says, and the funny thing is we both didn't get a chance to talk about how much we love each other; we didn't see each other once.'
Aira looked at the moon and said, 'Lar, please come out from the cloud, don't hide yourself. Please come out and hug me tight. Don't make me wait more; please find me soon. I can't control my pain. Every day I woke up in the hope that you will come today, these waiting killing me inside. I can't live without you. I love you lots, Lar. I love you. You are my everything Lar...'
Aira tapped into her heart and cried out loudly by saying, I miss you, Lar. I miss you, Lar... I miss you so much...
Aira kneeled down and started to cry loudly, putting her hand on her heart. The emotions she hides inside all come out, the pain of waiting five years for a person who never meets for once, the atmosphere becomes spread with sorrow and pain.
Everyone's eyes filled with tears after they saw Aira in the situation. Their beloved friend is facing such pain, and they didn't have any clue about anything. They all feel pain about how she hides it inside and how she loves a person without seeing. And they felt the sadness, which was hidden in every sentence of her explanation about the feelings. Their hearts filled with pain, and they all ran towards Aira and hugged her tight.
Aira cries out loud, holding them she can't hide it anymore.
Everyone became very sad after that, and they hugged her tight and said, 'don't cry. Aira, we are with you; you are not alone; we are here to share your pain. Aira, don't suffer alone; we are with you.'
They all cried their heart out.
Sometimes we don't understand why it's so painful it's just love but the person who feels it can only feel pain behind it. That is why we said love blinds us.
Suddenly Aira felt Cold in her face, with the painful eyes, Aira looked at the sky, the soft and crumbly and the coldly white snowflakes falling from the sky, which touched her forehead. First snow of the year. That is the most beautiful thing she saw in her life.
The fairly, deep and loose, smooth, Graupel fall made her cold. Aira stood there looking at the snowfall closing her eyes. The drop of tears falls down from her eyes; it's like she felt someone's pain in her heart. A cold wind touches her cheek as it is trying to whisper something on her ear.
Aira raised her Arm, and the beautiful white Graupel fell to her palm, which made her hand feel cold. She called, looking at the Graupel…
Lar…
[Graupel: small particles of snow with a fragile crust of ice; soft hail.]
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Suddenly something cold touched his cheek, and he looked up at the sky. That was the most glorious view he saw in his life. The soft and crumbly Graupel is falling from the sky. The fragile crust of ice touched his cheek made him feel cold. He took the umbrella. He stretched out his umbrella and held it as only his lower half of the face was shown. The snow started to fall lots. And within a second, the snow lined up limbs of the trees. The first snowfall of the year. That was the most mesmerizing and wonderful moment everyone wishes to enjoy.
Suddenly a strong cold wind blows and the umbrella flies away. He looked at the sky with eyes that could pierce through anyone's soul. The Graupel is falling to his face, which is bright as the moon. There is no smile on his face. The serious-looking face raised his Arm, and the beautiful cute Graupel fell to his palm, which made his hand feel cold. But that cold is nothing compared to the coldness which he is holding in his heart.
He looked at the Graupel in his hand, which melted right away. He asked, looking at the Graupel, 'you disappear too.'
His sound was full of pain. And a drop of tears falls down from his eyes. He doesn't understand why that tears come down. It's like he is feeling someone's pain in his heart. He wiped the tears from his cheek with his cold hand.
He said, 'I won't let you make me survive again. I won't let you disappear this time, and you are mine, only mine.'
He screamed, looking at the sky.
WHY...WHY DIDN'T YOU COME THAT DAY...?
Suddenly he heard someone calling, Lar…
He turned around...
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The two stood under the same sky without seeing each other, hoping that one day they would enjoy the first snow of the year together.
"The first snow to express your feelings. Snow is likened to "gradual patience" and has the ability to "heal and hide the pain" you face in your heart. It reminds you of your grief, but it also reminds you that patience and love can help heal."
It's a saying that if you confess to someone or be with someone during the first snowfall, you guys will stay together for a long time. Even if you are not with someone, the first snow just puts people in a good mood generally.
The day filled with tears, hurt, pain, and sorrow. Hope, this first snow brings some colors to their life.
Will this first snow bring happiness to them and become the beginning of some sweet moments? Or is it the start of the sorrow?
Let's see… will first Snow bring colors…
Let's find out…
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Thank you, my wonderful readers, for all the support and love given to this book. Here is completed Part Two of the story. With a new beginning, Part three is waiting for you all. I hope you guys gave the same support and love to the new part too. Let's find out what is going to happen after the first snowfall will their wishes come true.
Let's go…
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Wait don't go… Another section is waiting…
~INTERVIEW WITH THEM… SEEM INTERESTING~
Crew: Aira, Are you ready to be interviewed?
Aira: [Nodded with a cute smile] Yes.
Crew: So, why is that so painful?
Aira: [smiled] It's the question I can't explain because I don't know why it's so painful.
Crew: … [A pin drop silence]
Aira: [Laughed] Then I will get going...
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