A love scalped out of clay that's what we had , for it appeared to be the real deal but behind close doors the love felt like a thousand knifes merciless thrown into my body , wholeheartedly filled with rage and anger toward everyone issues , ill take it all even if it kills me says my mind well my heart wont ever accept this .It was never about me because to you there was no us and to me you were truly a MONSTER , a ICE Queen and with every passing second i couldn't help but want more and more of u but with every argument i wanted to disappear not to live but to die because from those moments every breath i took felt like it could be my last honestly suffering while breathing .
The words of partner, a lover , a person you call your everything and give your all too can destroy you and feel like they are suffocating you and telling you to just DIE.
To be honest looking back now its fun you know Destroying people and having then show you their true colors oh oh oh how lovely , well i know your thoughts about me now '' WHAT A MONSTER '' Right ? Well i think so myself .
People cheat , lie, kill ,force themselves into others lives and plenty more other things well all for their own gain and for their own reasons we don't ask , we don't tell right ? "ARE YOU GOOD OR ARE YOU BAD " , "WHO ARE YOU? , AND DO YOU REALLY KNOW THE MONSTER YOU ARE?, I HAVE A REASON TO CRY BEFORE I SLEEP AT NIGHT DO YOU?".
MONSTER , MONSTER , MONSTER , MONSTER YES YOU ARE !!!!.
We all feel pain and and we all die , you know nothing about anyone around you and yet you judge then how fucking pathetic of a person can you be i say , but i guess that is applying to me as well huh , i know i'm pathetic very well i'm sorry really am but I DON'T CARE .
But i don't want you to think this is all for a girl i really don't care much for never have .
You , yes you are important and it wouldn't hurt to fucking care about someone would it ask how they are and tell them they are special for you energy matters and your love does too you know!!!!.I hope you the best you know , for everyone deserves to live a life they desire and to live out their dreams and be successful . And maybe sometimes its better to be your biggest fan an supporter not looking to people for help but we all need that little help sometime , taking responsibility for you actions .
''FOR YOUR LIFE IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU AND YOU SHOULD PAY VERY GOOD ATTENTION TO IT ''
People lie,they steal,cheat,destroy and they are Monsters BUT at least we all have those things in common .
And when its time for a war we fight but it all comes back to peace eventually
''LIVE A LIFE YOU DESIRE AND SHOW POSITIVE ENERGY , VIBES AND LOTS OF LOVE
BECAUSE ITS DOESN'T HURT DOES IT ''
THE END