I never in a million years thought I would have a outer body experience. Until this one particular night when it had me in tears. I was sleeping good until I found myself in a place I never seen before. They was having a party in this big old house. I seen my grandmother in a lot of other people having a party. My granny grabbed me my my face in said baby I love you in forever will. I told her I love her too in started walking around. This one particular women I have never seen a day in my life spoke to me. She was like I know you be round Tonya I want you to tell her she needs to change. In tell her it's a spirit that's not in her best interest. Tell her she got to be careful before it harm her.
I told her how can I talk to somebody who doesn't listen. She was like it have to make her listen or its going to forever keep coming back to you until you tell her. As me in the lady started walking to the porch I see the long latter leading back to earth. She said baby it's time to go in deliver this message. I'm not ready to leave yet I want to stay. It's not your time baby you have a mission. I see my grandma waving at me one last time. Before I could say something the lady turned the latter into a slide. Down I went in jumped up out of my sleep crying.
I miss my granny so much in she was on my mind right along with what the older lady told me. I sat up in the middle of my bed confused on why she said that. As the morning came I looked at the miss call and text from Tonya. I still ain't reply back an I didn't tell her what the older lady said. As the day goes on I started writing a book. I was just bored thinking to myself like why I get treated the worse. When all I do is try in be there for people. I'm sitting here thinking like why they choose me to deliver a message. Later that after I was tired from a restless night. I decided to take a nap in fell into a deep sleep. I'm walking in a hospital to get to my baby. As I enter a room I see Tonya in a chair crying and my other baby laying there with tubes in her throat. I look in the corner theirs a black shadow in the corner. Tonya looked at me while I was looking at the corner.
Erica what are you looking at? Idk it's a dark shadow in the corner. Tonya looks it's nothing over there. As he mother walks in she goes right through the shadow. I knew then it was a spirit. I don't know if it's a bad spirit or what. But the shadow stayed there until we got ready to leave. The shadow followed us to the garage to get in the car. But I proceeded to walk over to see who the shadow is I get woke up with a bright light. I jumped up out of my nap to see that whatever that shadow is ain't a good one. My heart was pounding so fast in my chest as though it was a sign. Idk what sign he trying to tell me but I'm guessing it's not a good.
As much as I love her I don't want to see nothing happen to her. I just dropped to my knees in ask god to please help me understand. I pleaded in begged him to clear my vision an he did. I had that dream over an over and over until I came to the point I told her. In she did exactly what I thought she would ignore the signs. I just came to the conclusion you can't help everybody or save people period. I did my part in guess what that's all imma do. If anything happen it's her business not mines. I cleared my path in prayed on my part. The rest is on her in her life not mines. As I sit in think is that an devil angel or a guardian angel. I really don't know all I know is that hurt is going to hurt.
The signs god gave me is what woke me up about everything in life. It's time to change the way I'm moving for gods love. Even if that mean letting go of a lot of things an people.