As you know I have a hard decision to make between to women that I love with all my heart. Well at least I thought I was with one. The day has come where I had to make a decision between both in I couldn't do it so baby mama made it for me.
I really didn't want her to leave I wanted her in my corner. But I gave it up for Maya thinking the grass was greener on the other side. Well I was wrong like hell she put on a perfect girl expression. I had done fell in love with her because of what she can do with her mouth piece, clean, cook and everything I thought she was the right one for me.
Man one day all that change when I get a call at 4 in the morning. Hey what's up Maya? Nothing I messed up what you mean I messed up? I slept with my ex boy friend really yeah bol said Maya. Oh okay that's what's up I'm glad to know it funny but just know karma gone hit you a hundred times worse.
Best believe I'm going after what's next in dear to you. Maya said what you mean don't worry about it you'll walk in on it. The next day Maya called me wyd Erica? bol really did you just call my phone man bitch bye. I hung up she called right back what do you want? I'm sorry I never ment to hurt you like this okay whatever.
I hung up again in she called back again. Just listen to me Erica wtf is there to say you did what you did. So that's how we do? Yeah I'm done with you period. The next day I went to school in ran into Maya I walked right passed her like I never met her period. I walked to the bus stop I was sitting on a bench I got up for a few seconds I come back this heifer sat in my chair.
I comforted her like get out my seat I was here first heifer. She got up like she was big in bad I had to let it be known I'm not nothing to play with. She got bold to so I like her we click together I became best friends with this heifer and her name is Karen me in her became friends in never left each other side.
One day me and Karen was walking campus together in we was laughing in hanging and Maya approach me so you got another bitch? I bol at her like are you serious you gone have the nuts to come in my face in ask me am I seeing somebody else when you cheated on me like let's be real.
Karen came over do we have a problem? No Karen let's go don't nothing needs to be explained here. Then we ran into Lisa after years of her been gone I was happy as hell to see her. I jumped in her arms an I introduce her to Karen. We all went to lunch and had a good time talking together.
Maya come up so you got another one on your team it don't take long huh. Bol girl get out my face I'm not with that bs today. She grabbed me come here let my arm go I don't have nothing to say to you really. We go to her house she puts me in a position where I couldn't do nothing but look at her like why.
She got done she said now act right. Of course I forgave her but not knowing she was going to continue hurting me. One day I had enough in did a hurt full thing that put a end to our relationship for good. One day I met one of her friends in we started getting high an she left in went to the south side in left us at her crib. It went down she started playing with the cat in her bed. It felt so good to get revenge on her the way she hurt me. I did it in her bed and not only that I had a great time getting my but.
She came home in was pissed off she broke all my stuff. I laughed an told her girl I'm good I got mines three times. I called for me a ride in left. I get a phone call from her friend telling me she got locked up over some dumb stuff so I laughed. Girl I ain't got nothing to do with her we over I'm good. I get a phone call hey can you come visit me and put some money on my books. I did that for a couple of months. I got her everything she needed while in there. She sent me a letter telling me she's heading to prison so of course I held her down until. That day I went to visitation to see her.
I had done been through some changes since she seen me last. I walked in to she her I put some money on her books so she can get some stuff. We sat in talked I told her I can't do this no more I will no longer be coming to see her or I will not put nothing on her books told her to tell her girl to do it.
She writes me a letter saying I see what you mean when you say karma is a mf. Because she got hurt by a female that was just like her but worse she was abusive.
She was like bae I miss you I really wish we can start over when I get out. I had to think about a lot before I wrote her back. I wrote her back in spoke my mind I told her I couldn't never go backwards because you hurt me and I can't do nothing but be friends. I ended the hold thing with her until I wrote her back a few months later in let her know we are friends.
then the next day I get a call from a old friend of mines Jazz. Erica come to my house In meet my buddy I met yesterday. not knowing that's the day I got to meet somebody I haven't seen in years and it was a great feeling to get back in touch.