It was me who decided to fall for you...
It was me who decided to hold on to you...
It was me who decided to Love you more than I love Myself...
It was me who decided to dream about you...
It was me who decided to expect many things from you...
It was me who decided everything...
It was me... It was me... It was just me...
It was also me... Who got angry on you for not showing up...
It was also me... Who got sad when you fell silent for weeks and months...
It was me... It was also me, who said I will not talk to you ever again for hundredth time...
In this world I have created, only I am present... You are nowhere to be found... I have waited for months and years...
Every night before I fell asleep, I thought maybe tomorrow you might decide to come to me...
Every morning as I woke up, I wished and believed that maybe today you will decide to hold on to me...
But...
You are nowhere to be found... I was left all alone every single night, I started my day alone and ended my day alone...
Only hope I have is that you're existing in the same Earth as mine, and under the same sky as mine...
Maybe one day, you might come to me...
I will hold on to you until then...
I will wait for you until my last breath...