DAIRY ENTRY
Monday, 25 May
9:03 pm
Dear dairy,
Today its been exactly 10 years of my world getting noisier and its been 10 years I had been hating myself for this curse...
This is the only day of my life which I would wish to rewrite again if I had an option to do so .....but now I just kind off got adapted to this fake world.
People here just don't spit the stuff they actually think about .....
Some lie because they just wanna say what the listener wants to hear and others lie for their own needs to get done .
And the most funny part in my case is that , I just have to pretend to belive those lies though being aware of the actual truth in their minds, just because I cant let people know about this weird ability of mine.
After the car accident , I got an ability of hearing people thoughts in their mind when they think about something. Doctors said that its a gift that only 0.1% of people have.
But for me it always felt like some curse because ....
Through my ability I realised that , the people you know does not have to be that true to you the way you think they are...
Now you must be thinking why I have to hide it from others ?
Because If I reveal it then some just think I am some kind off psychopath , some just try to use it through me Or some just run away thinking I am some kind off alien Or something.
At the end I would be the one who is hurt and the one who have to be the explainer in all the above mentioned scenarios and regret on my existence.
At start it was too hard for me to ignore the mind voices and act as if I didnt hear any of them in front of others but gradually I just got used to it.
And maybe thats the main reason I dont trust people no matter how good they speak Or be with me at the end they just cant stop thinking their actual intention in their minds.
In my life the only person who knows about my curse Or I can say whom I trust is my Aunt Linda.
She is the only person who truly cares about me (not only with her talks but with her mind and thoughts too) .
Aunt Linda was with me since the time I lost my parents from that car accident. Though my other relatives just left me to be an orphan , she was the only person who helped me out to adjust in this noisy world.
At Earlier times I used to hear her thoughts of worries about me but at the same time she always belived in me and I didnt wanted to be a disappointment to the only person who made me live this life , so I gradually just started to live my life like a normal kids of my age would have lived .
And one more person who knows about my secret is an idiot ....my accidentally dumb rich friend Mr. Brayden Maechel (blunt maniac ).
I call him Bray.
I think the only person who have the advantages of my curse and who is a specialist in talking whatever stupidity he has in his mind.... (In other words which made me easier to trust him )
And after being aware of my secret I have to admit that he didnt even put a single effort to hide anything from me , he just talks what he thinks.....
But I usually avoid talking to people other than Brayden and always have my headset with me whenever I am in a public Or crowded places because as years passed my ability got sharpened which made me listen too much noises in croweded places And create a lot of pain in my ears Or sometimes I used to bleed....so to stop that my aunt came up with this idea of headset.
Doctors says that I just avoid noises other than adapting them maybe thats the reason I just think its unbearable but I knew I never asked this curse from god to give , so yes I hate them ....
In short for me this world is tooo loud than I can bear to listen.....
Zane Parker
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'Zane make it fast!!! ' shouted Aunt linda.
'Coming linda!! ' I screamed back , searching for my headset and took my phone which was lying on my bed .
I took a look on lock screen of my phone and it showed "7:18 AM " and also a message popped up from Brayden. I clicked on the message and unlocked my lock screen and it showed ...
Blunt maniac : [ "HAPPY BIRTHDAY my psychometrist !! I am waiting downstairs ... Come fast otherwise I am gonna eat your special sandwich too... "]
I made it seen the message but didnt reply and thats what I usually do to his message.
I grabbed my bag and adjusted my headset and plugged the other end into my phone as i played a nature tone at slow volume ( only refreshing voice)
And rushed downstairs putting my hoody over the head , zipping my jacket half way and my bag on the right shoulder hanging in its single strap .
As soon as I got down I saw a wide teeth with small pieces of chese and spinach between, smilling at me. "Goodie Morning!! Birthday boy" Said Brayden.
"Why the hell do you come to my home instead of going directly to college? Dont you get breakfast at your home? Or you are so desperate to give me a mercedes ride every morning?" I said snatching the juice bottle from Brayden's hand who continued to stuff the sandwich into his mouth ignoring me .
"Dont say like that Zane" said Aunt linda " He is the only friend of yours who comes to our house and look at you , how you treat him ?" she said leaving a punch on my back.
"Oowwwch" I said mocking her.
Brayden laughs. He really enjoys seeing me beaten by Aunt Linda .
"So? " asked Brayden starring at me .
I looked back at him putting tomato ketchup in my sandwich but he paused waited me to reply with a devilish look in his eyes.
I asked putting back my ketchup on the table nearby " What? " .
"Come on Sweetheart!! Whats the plan ? Its your treat today right? Where should we go for lunch? " He said while making a puppy face.
(which is according to me one of the top most annoying habits he has.)
" You know very well Bray....I dont celebrate my birthday and I hate someone wishes me too and again" I holds his hand stopping him from eating and continued
"how many times I have to warn you stop behaving like this ? If you dare being cheesy around me then I will never help you with your stupid girls stuff you make me do . Is that clear to you? " . I released his hand and gave him a threatening look then continued eating.
"What girls stuff? " Asked Aunt Linda hearing us screaming .
"You know linda!! He always makes me.." I was about reveal when Brayden stuffed a whole bread in my mouth.
"Hehehe.....Nothing Aunt linda. We are getting late. So thanks for the sandwich, we are leaving see yaaa" Brayden replied with huge smile and gave me a red card expression making me realise to get off from the place and I followed him, not because I am scared of his threat but I realised we were actually getting late.
We came out of my house and I saw Brayden's black marcedes in my front gate.
He always had his luck when it comes to financial status as he belonged to a family who owns a well reputed business of their own .
His parents got divorced when he was just 6 yrs old but that never bothered him as he can always visit his Mom's place whenever he wanted and he had no one to keep track of his credit card balance Or anything, hence he can use his money in whatever way he wants , all he have to do for this freedom was to get graduated and be the part of his family business. And talking about his dad , Mr Maechal had always been a busy business man who us always on his business trips and meetings.The only thing that bothers Mr. Maechal is Brayden's session end reports , hence Brayden only expects his dad's call when he gets a red marks in his report card ( which he tries hard not to get it).
And according to him after being with me he just stopped getting calls from his dad.
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We reached college 5 minutes earlier.
As we headed towards corridor I suddenly remembered about the meet with my sport in-charger.
"Hey Bray .. you go to class I have to meet Prof. Joey, will see you after classes" I said.
"As you say bro.. See ya " We had our fist shake and parted to different direction.
Corridor was quite isolated so I removed my headset and headed towards basketball ground to find professor.
The moment I reached basketball ground I spotted our seniors group.
They were all already starring towards entrance the moment I entred , that made me feel suspicious as I felt as if they were waiting for someone to come.
(And trust me when these guys wait for someone , then it wont be any good thing to that person for whom they are waiting for)
As I headed nearer to the group I heard their thoughts...
{Readers Note: BOLD lettered conversation are the thoughts of person / scream }
Girl 1 : COME ON WHERE THE HELL IS SHE?
Boy nearer to the girl (looking at ground) : IT WILL BE WORTH WATCHING WHEN SHE WILL BADLY SLIDE THROUGH THAT OIL TRAP WE MADE THERE.
OMG!! I JUST CANT WAIT TO CAPTURE IT AND MAKING IT VIRAL!! ITS GONNA BE A FUN.
I looked at the ground and found some shinning liquid which is not so easily noticable and a basket ball near to it. I walked slowly to see what they are actually planning to do.
A girl overtook me as I slowed down and one of the boy shouted at her,
"Hey you!! long hair junior!! Can you just pass on that ball to us? " She looked at them and started walking towards to that exact spot of their target but in meantime I got their plan and and stopped her .
"Wait I will paas it on to them, you can go to your classroom'' by hearing this she nodded and went on.
I went through the other side and passed it to the boys group spoiling their plans . As I walked forward I heard some of their curses in their head and also some were from their mouths but I didnt wanna make an issue so I walked towards sports room ignoring their voices.