I was so stressed after that party. It's past two days now and I still cannot forget about what happened in that room. I saw him crying again..for me..
His actions are clear to me, he has a feelings for me and it makes me feel sad for that. It was a bad timing..
When I decided to let him go, I thought it would be easier with me. That I have the reason to ignore his actions. But I think I only made the situation worst, because I keep falling for him..
My heart broke when I saw him crying in front of me. I was broken inside to the point that I even scolded myself for making him cry like that.
I know it's bad to think that I should've not come because Edward really wants me there, but I didn't want to hurt Noah like that. I was regretful that day and up until now..
"Damn this bitch. Just tell me if we really need to put her into a psychiatrist hospital!" I heard Sam's frustration.
