It feels terrible for knowing all of this. I can't believed how my mother came up with an excuse of that. Let's say that it's not true, it's not true that she tries to..kill me..
That doesn't mean that she doesn't have a mistake for that. It was kind of unfair to me for being used as a bait on my father..
He hated me all his life because of the stupid mistake of my mother. I should've angry right? I have the right to be angry. But I was too weak to do that, my eyes are already swollen for crying the hell of this.
Life really sucks, huh?
I don't understand anything.. It was sudden and the revelations shocked me. I don't understand why he's blaming me for everything and not my mom? Why am I the he hated? I'm not the one who made him choose! Damn it!
"Now tell me if you still think that your mom loves you," He says.
