In my whole life, none of this has ever made me feel this happy. Pushing myself to keep moving forward holding my dreams as I work harder to earn money for college. There's so much problems to bear, sometimes I just want to end everything like forget about the school, accepting life is gonna be this way and hard to me.
There are times that I also blame my parents for not able to educate us, I blame them for not having a nice life and a stable job to give all our needs. I cannot even demand not to quit school, thinking what for? Its not like they will have money afterwards.
Its funny that while having this date with Noah, I was thinking of my stupid life. I suddenly thought about it, actually my mind is empty right now until It suddenly popped up on my mind. I was okay when I'm with him, I was okay..when I didn't thought about my family. I don't know why they're on my mind right now, I guess because I'm happy?
