"Why didn't I pushed him?" The more I think about it, makes me repeat it again and again. "Why?"
I just can't believed that I let him kissed me like he's free to do it anytime. I'm not a stupid but when it comes to him, I don't know.. Maybe I was just swayed or I'm just a simple flirt that's secretly fantasizing him.
That's a bit creepy girl.
It's already morning but I can't order myself to get up in this thick and soft bed. I don't have the energy to face what's waiting for me outside today. It felt like I'm not ready for it. Damn. How fool I am, huh?
And the worst, was the part that I liked what we did. I'm going insane thinking about it already. I can't believed I was demanding of his kisses inside my head for awhile.. I'm not a pervert but, he's just too irresistible. I can't..
