Noah's POV
"Why you didn't tell me? You made me believed those lies on my head, are you fucking kidding me?!"
I gritted my teeth, holding my emotions to slide out of my body. The most important thing that can save our friendship, he choose to set aside just for what?
Fuck. I don't know what to feel now. Should be happy because he didn't really continue his affair with her or should I be angry because he hide it from me?
"I j-just felt really g-guilty and I don't want y-you to forgive me i-instantly.."
The emotions in his eyes plays a huge break inside me. If he just tell me about it, my anger wouldn't last long like this.
I could've forgive him when I'm ready..
"And you just let everything go to waste, huh? Is that what you want? You fucking let me hate you in my entire being!" I shouted.
"But I did that because I betrayed you, Noah! I was fucking blinded with my guilt and I don't know how to cope up with it!"
