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Chapter 9 - Realization !!

Klaus's POV

I heard her soft and melodious voice calling out my name. Hearing my name from her felt magical, for once in my life I felt the excitement of a kid with his favorite candy which was weird for a dead beast like me, but I feel weird things around her, it wasn't a secret anymore.

She was about to leave when I stopped her, she swiftly turned around.

I took one look at her and wished for first time in my life she'l turn around and run for her life. But she didn't.

I was going to enjoy this but then again everything came roaring back. Our love is forbidden. Our love will destroy us.

She didn't know me. She didn't know what she was stepping into.

She kept looking at me with such intensity and love that I forgot everything. I was in a daze seeing her at my doorstep looking effortlessly beautiful, her bangs were descending on her forehead and those rosy luscious lips were so tempting and it created havoc in my body. I intrinsically came closer to her, and pulled her in my arms. It was just the perfect moment, I had fantasized about this day, I waited so patiently, had so many dreams, thought so much about the time I'll hold her in my arms, even hallucinated but nothing was compared to what I was feeling right at this moment.

It felt magical. She wasn't stopping me instead she was enjoying it, she had the same passion and inexplicable love in her eyes that I have for her.

The moment she lovingly touched my arms, I lost it, I completely lost it, all I wanted at that moment was her, to claim her as mine.

I felt her hot breath on my face and realize how much I crave for her, her essence, her smell, her touch.

I was about to capture her lips when a glass breaking noise broke the moment.

I felt anguished, I felt like destroying this whole world for breaking the moment of my life.

I looked at the intruder and was shocked seeing the person in just a towel, water was dripping all over the floor. A constant smirk was there on her face. I felt confused of what she is doing.

There happened a small interaction between Caroline and the girl. It felt like they were talking through their eyes.

Before I could think anything, Caroline looked at me with so much hurt, the love in her eyes was replaced with some unknown pain.

It pained me to see her like that, without saying anything she ran from there, I tried to stop her but seeing her red watery eyes filled with pain halted me, it broke me from inside seeing her in that condition and that too because of me.

I stood paralyzed to where I was standing, my whole body felt numbed, I couldn't comprehend on how everything changed in a matter of seconds.

I always knew that me being near her was bad, it will bring pain and darkness in her life but I ignored it all for my own selfish reasons. How could I involve her in this shity messy world of mine, the world which is filled with darkness and sorrow, the world in which I have thousands of foe waiting for an opportunity to bury me deep, the world in which I have committed thousands of crime, killed so many innocent lives, How could I drag her into this.

I was still rooted at that spot thinking of all the happenings just when I heard the voice of the intruder bringing me back from my pool of thoughts.

Who was that ? New chick toy? The girl said with a smirk

I clenched my fist. My veins were popping and my eyes were on fire.

"What the f**k are you doing here Rebekah?" I said with deadly voice taking her in surprise

She took a little step back seeing the anger in my voice but then composed herself and smirked seeing the vulnerable side of mine.

"Nothing brother, just took the shower. I wasn't expecting any guests, I would have behaved if I knew." She said her voice dripping with sarcasm

"Don't you dare play that stupid game with me sister or else I will be forced to dagger you again, and this time I'll make sure you sleep for a much longer time." I said with a voice full of determination

She gritted her teeth and fear was clearly visible in her eyes. "That's what you do, that's all you can do, threaten me with the dagger, you are such a low hearted, self-cantered man Klaus. I'm your goddamn sister but you have always treated me like an asset of yours, you have always played with my life, my choices, my love. Can you feel the pain now? Seen your love broke in front of you, seen your love loathe you. How do you feel now when because of my one act the love of your life left and ran away from you. Tell me Klaus, how does it feel? Rebekah shouted with anger, her eyes was filled with tears.

You have always done this with me; you have taken away every man I ever loved. How does it feel to taste your own medicine? Do you feel the pain now? She asked

I was stunned for a minute, I recalled everything she said, and all the memories started flashing right in front of my eyes. She was right, I felt so alone, I was so afraid to lose my siblings specially Rebekah, I loved her dearly, she was the only one who never left my side in the childhood, I always wanted her by my side that's why I never considered about any of her feelings, I was too selfish to consider anything but my happiness.

This is the first time in all these years when the realization dawned upon me of how unfair I was with her. I broke every relation she ever had because I was afraid she would leave me, I was afraid to be left alone in this world, I craved for love, I craved for my family so I always kept them beside me if they protest I daggered them but I never let them leave me at any cost.

Now when I was finally in love, I realized how painful it must have been for her to leave her past behind, to forget about the one she loves and move out with her brother from city to city.

I could see the hurt in her eyes, I felt terrible to make my baby sister who I love so much go through all that, all because of my happiness.

I wanted to hug her, console her, say things that shows my unconditional love for her. I wanted to apologise to her for everything I did. But I couldn't, I didn't know what to do, what to say, how to apologise, how to make things right again.

I felt numbed, seeing her looking at me with so much hatred, it made me nauseous, I felt suffocated, I wasn't able to breathe, my heart felt heavy, I controlled the sob that rose in my throat.

And without looking at her, I turned around and left from there. I sat in my car and drove far far away from the city. I could still see the hurtful face of my sister and love in front of my eyes.

I stopped the car and came out. From childhood nobody ever loved me not even my father. For him I was useless, a piece of shit, an ebony to the family. He hated me, he felt I was weak and different. He used to beat me every night. There was a beast in him and it made me abhor him.

But I never realized when I became like him, I was as heartless and ruthless as my father.

I was engaged in my thoughts when a car halted in front of me.

A girl stepped out of the car, she had perfect proportionate body and long brown wavy hairs, I couldn't see her face because of the head lights.

She came closer to me and whispered my name.

I was shocked to see her here in front of me.

"Katherine Pierce" I said

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