"Y/N.. I really don't think that's a good idea.."
It had been almost an hour since you were trying to explain Jimin and Jungkook your dream and came to a conclusion that you'd be trying to connect with Taehyung through the board, for answers. This whole thing was confusing and your head was spinning like crazy.
Who was that woman? Why did Taehyung tell you to find her? Could she help you?
"But what if we end up talking to another spirit, without realising..?"
Jungkook mumbles, still not agreeing with this suggestion.
Usually, he would be the most excited when it came to things like this, pretending that he didn't even believe in ghosts. But, this time.. if it was true that his best friend died because some crazy soul was taking revenge for something that happened to her, years ago. She ended up pissing him off. This time, it was serious. This time, it depended on his brother getting justice. A knock, distracts you all.
"What are you maknae's up to?"
Namjoon asks, peaking his head through the door.
"You shouldn't call us maknae's.. not without TaeTae..."
Jimin murmurs, making you and Jungkook look down at you laps. The leader sighs before continuing.
"Im sorry... I just wanted to ask if you guys want to hang out with us lonely hyungs...?"
Namjoon queries, jokingly, to brighten the mood.
You felt bad for him. Being the leader puts so much pressure on him. Though still he remains tough and strong for us.
He really was someone you looked up to.
The heart of Bangtan. The reason you all didn't give up.
You wanted to tell him all this. That he always had all of us. That he always had you. But you just didn't know when the right moment was.
His eyes were soft, yet looked full of tiredness caused by lack of sleep. He had definitely lost weight. You all had, the depression of Taehyung's death eating everyone from inside.
"Sure oppa... also.. could I talk to you...? For a moment..?"
You answer and question. You were going to tell him everything. From your dream to everything you saw, even the Ouija board, Jimin said he had messed with.
Even if Namjoon denies everything, calling it "hallucination" or "coincidence", he still had to know. Being the smartest and the leader of the group, you were sure, he'd make the best decision and bring ease to your life.
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"Oh..."
He only manages to say out as you look down at your feet, feeling a slight weight being lifted from your chest.
"I know its all weird and hard to believe... but trust me Joonie oppa... they were no illusions.. I swear they were—"
"I believe you, Y/N..."
You quickly look at him, astonished. A smile appears on to your lips.
"I knew I could rely on you!"
You sweetly yell, almost squealing, hugging him from the side.
It wasn't surprising that he believed you, it was just that, you knew how unconvincing the reality you told would sound like. Only someone that fully trusted you, would consider it honest.
"The thing is... I know what your talking about.. not only me, even Yoongi hyung was going on to me about it. All the things going on... they just seem so unreal.. like only a being from the other world could cause them.. I've noticed some things too, since the day, we shot our music video... and when you fainted—"
He stopped, realising he was getting too carried away. It wasn't that you weren't close. He just wasn't the type to share his problems and pass them to others, just like you. You gave him a sympathetic smile as you held his shoulder making him look at you.
This was the right time, you thought.
"Kim Namjoon oppa... has anyone ever told you that you are the best leader... ANYONE could ever ask for..?"
He looks back at you confused by the sudden confession, honestly, looking taken back for some reason, the compliment hitting him, off guard. You chuckle at his cuteness, holding his hands.
"You always hide your pain for the sake of others... and make yourself feel guilty even though its never really your fault.. you're self conscious without realising that you're literally perfect.. I know being the leader puts a lot a burden on you... but what I'm trying to say is that... Joonie oppa... Just like you've always been there for me, remember that that I'll always be standing there for you. I mean... like we say.. "You never walk alone" ...keep that in mind, my precious leader... And never feel alone.."
Namjoon blinks a few times, his eyes teary, before he pulls you in for a big hug. You didn't mean to get that emotional, but you were glad that he got to hear the words he deserved. You really meant every single thing.
He breaks the hug, sniffing, wiping a tear away.
"Oh lord... bAby, iS yOu fliRtInG wItH meH??"
He, jokingly, shrieks out, causing you to playfully slap his arm, laughing. Finally things seemed to look a little normal.
But you knew.. it probably won't stay like that for longer...