"When we were together, I lost my job. I've always had a temper and you know that. I said something stupid to my boss who had pissed me off at the time and he let me go. He said my temper was out of control and he was tired of it. I felt like a loser and I didn't want to tell you that I had lost my job. I didn't want to see that look in your eyes, the one that said you thought I was a failure. When I was with you, my temper was never out of control. I started going to a local bar and drinking. I hung out there every night. After a while, I applied there."