"Who are you? "
Uh, they're surprised, not very surprising since I've well determined that they'll react that way. Even though, I'm not the real one, I'm still the one residing this body, and also we've got the same name, "Alexandra" so maybe it's really me (?)
And to think that I reincarnated as a princess?  ̄へ ̄ what a hassle
Well, I will act as if I didn't know anything since I did not know what I've been up to these past days, and if I try to make up some story it won't coinside about the people who've seen me that days. so let's try this "Amnesia" thing you've seen in movies.
"Um? who are you? "
"Y-your highness?! "
She slowly approaches me, making a face of a scared little puppy. "I said who are you? "
"M-my name is Claire! I am a humble servant you serves you highness and the royal family! I'm also your wet nurse!" she said.
"In short you're my maid? "
"Y-yes"
"Ooh, okay~"
I will just settle this with a single 'okay' Idon't want to drag this any further.
"Bring me all the books about this country, I need to study" Yes, I really need to, in order to fully grasp my current situation. I don't know where country I am in, and what happened these passed days since the host's memories, the real Alexandra's memories is sealed, no, it's gone.
A while later, Claire, my so-called maid, entered and she brought stacks of books, she looked worried as she came to asked me why am I doing this? I then replied it's nothing, she was surprised yet scared, I then asked her, "Why do you look terrified" Looking at her eyes in an expressionless look.
"Are you scared of me? "
She stayed silent as soon as she heard my question. without a doubt, the real host must have bullied this girl a lot I feel sorry for her, I also need to apologize since I took over this body.
Taking a closer look at her, she has some bruises on some part of her bodies, and her face, Aaah I feel so guilty. DAMN YOU REAL ALEXANDRA!!! why do I have to clean up her mess? sigh*
"Come here, Claire"
She's trembling
"Don't worry I won't hurt you, it's just some first aid kit."
She came closer, and stood beside me. Looking down and she won't look at my eyes. Is she that scared of me?
I held her hands who feels so cold, yet warm at the same time, she's still trembling. so this is the only thing I can do for her.
"[Heal]"
I didn't think it would work for my first time but, well, all is well! her wounds are all gone, and her skin became smoother than before.
"I'm sorry" I apologized.
"N-no Your Highness! Please don't apologize!" She said, but I still did.
"Actually, I don't know you, I must have hurt you in the past, my actions were rash before and childish just by seeing how terrified you were in my presence, but I hoped you'll forgive me" I bowed and hoped to gain her trust, since she's a maid who were entrusted to me. I shouldn't treat her bad, since she's an ideal maid I've longed to meet in my previous life.
"Y-yes but! Please don't bow your head! I'm just a servant!" She said
"No, your not my servant you're now my friend so please treat me the same."
"I will not dare to do so, princess. but please let me serve you!"
"Okag" I chuckled and smiled.
"By the way, Claire, what do you mean by princess?" I asked, putting up a dumbfounded look with a smile.
"So you really lost your memories?"
"I think I did, cuz I don't remember you in the slightest, but I know Claire is a good person"
"Please don't tell this with anybody, including my parents, since I'm a princess, It might cause some complications in the nation"
"Understood"
Now that I'm finally on good terms with Claire (?) I should keep up this attitude.
She called me princess so I should act like one. I guessed that, the real host was a real troublesome brat since she keeps bullying the maids and beating them all up for no good reason.
Books keeps stacking up my room,
'This country is called Lumiere Empire, ruled by his majesty, my father, the 35th emperor of the Lumiere Empire, Luka Ange Lumiere.'
After researching and reading some books, I found out a crucial information.
I'm in some piece of fcking sh*t right now!!!
I'm going to die soon!
because, man!!! this world is not just some normal isekai world you can have some fun adventuring! this world! this world is the one I made!
The otome game novel I wrote, "LUMIERE EMPIRE"
and I'm the main villainess! Alexandra Louise Lumiere! the one whose bound to die in the ending and the heroine and the hero will have a happy go life.
I CANNOT LET THIS HAPPEN!
I can vaguely remember what the events in the novel was. How could I remember clearly? It was a long time ago! a very long time ago! っ╥╯﹏╰╥c going to die soon!
B-but I shouldn't give up! Based on some information Claire gave me. I'm a 4 year old, I'm still four, so I still have 12 years to alter my destiny
Arrrghh!!! Those sh*tty airhead goddess of trucks! she really sent me here out of this place! why here!?
"Get ready destiny! I'm going to kick you off outside of my course!"
To be continue