When I woke up, I noticed Mr Crown had his hand over me and Sunshine together. I was shocked, then I was afraid to move so I don't wake them but I was pressed. What do I do?
I moved a little backwards then a little more, I was about to move again when his hand tightened around me. I looked up and our eyes locked. He was looking at me and I didn't know what to say.
Where are you going? You want to wake Sunshine he asked
No ...I..I, I am pressed I said after hesitating and stammering. I felt so embarrassed.
Oh okay, he moved his hand from my back and I got up, picked my clutches from the floor ready to head towards the door.
No, use my rest room he said as I was heading toward the door to leave the room.
No, I said still heading toward the door. That's too personal, I'm not staring rest room with him as if we are a married couple.
Before I could make another move I felt his hand on my wrist. He took my clutches from me, put them by the wall and carried me toward his restroom.
What are you doing, I screamed as I struggled trying to get out of his arms and hit my leg against the bathroom door. Och I shouted in pain.
He quickly looked at my leg. Are you okay he asked concerned.
Look just use my bathroom it's much easier for you than going down the stairs he said appalling to me with his eyes.
I can take it from here I said at the bathroom door.
You sure he asked in a very interesting tone, like I don't mind helping you kind of tone.
Yes I said loudly.
Ssh, don't wake her up he said and left me at the bathroom door.
When I finished my business, I came out and saw him feeding Sunshine, he was doing it so naturally.
Let me do that, I said moving towards him, ready to take Sunshine from him.
She took a look at me, ignored me and continued sucking on her bottle.
I was like '_" this baby
Don't worry about her, just go back to sleep he said
I looked at the time and it was about 4am in the morning. Go back to sleep here? but this this your room. I said intending to go back to my room.
But you already slept in my room he said emphasizing the my ...
Yes but I'm going to my room now and I want to take Sunshine with me ....
Ah, Sunshine looked at me as if she heard and started complaining as if she was saying you must be joking, I don't want to go anywhere with you.
See she doesn't want to go he said as Sunshine started crying and held tightly to him.
Look just sleep here as if we are a couple he said looking at me intently
Couple I repeated, what is he saying? I looked at him confused
Just joking he said quickly laughing very funnily, .as he lifted Sunshine up to burp her.
I laid down at the far side of the bed, then I mockingly laughed at myself it's not as if he is attracted to me anyway. So I should feel safe.
Me and him, a couple? Wow that was a crazy joke I thought before I slept off.
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When I woke up later in the morning I was in my bed downstairs and that only meant oh no, Mr. Crown carried me and I didn't wake up, that's serious!
After my physiotherapy session, I sat in the garden for some time with Sunshine and her nanny. I asked one of the maids about Mr. Crown and I was told he had left for work. I wanted to talk to him.
As we sat in the garden I asked for a pencil and some plain papers I started to draw the side of the house I could see, including the garden. When I was through with that I remembered an image I couldn't get out of my mind, the image of Mr. Crown feeding Sunshine when I came out of the bathroom yesterday while we were in his room. They looked so good together, Sunshine looked as if she belonged in his arms.
I started to draw, remembering every detail. When I was through I noticed Sunshine was up and being fed by her nanny.
I hide the drawings among the papers and told the nanny to hand over Sunshine.
I wanted to take part in everything concerning her, because of the Coma I started late I don't want to miss out in anything again.
She settled her in my arms, and Sunshine started to suck on her bottle after first complaining in her baby way of been disturbed while eating. I smiled at her.
The nanny excused herself to get lunch and we were alone for some time.
I heard someone laughing, and footsteps heading our way. On a closer look, it was Mrs. Crown on the phone.
She stopped right in front of us after her call.. She looked down and smiled at Sunshine who was busy sucking her bottle not even looking up.
She sat down on one of te lounge chairs , good afternoon Madam.
Good afternoon my dear she answered. I heard you have being here since morning she inquired.
Yes, I wanted some air I answered her.
You, she said smiling and touching Sunshine's little hand. You did't miss me at all.
Sunshine looked at her, frowned and then turned her attention back to her bottle as if saying you adults like too much attention.
You know, I wanted to talked to you about my Son she said. I hope you don't think he is interested in you she asked. Before I could answer, she answered herself laughing I am sure you don't. He is a philosopher, he likes to help people so what he is doing for you and Sunshine is what he will do for anyone.
I know you spent the night in his room. Just know that, he is just being generous and nice to you. I mean for his status, a nobody is not what he needs.
You are not even his type and of course, you should know he has a fiancée she concluded looking straight at me as if sending a message.
I looked at Mrs. Crown wondering why she was having this conversation with me. Seriously, I don't think her son is interested in me but then why is she getting all defensive like she is trying to convince and warn me off.
Madam, it's as you say, I wouldn't dare to think that he will be interested in a nobody like me I replied her emphasizing the nobody.
She looked a bit uncomfortable after my answer. She got up and said that's great.
I just wanted to be sure you understand, so you are not nursing any idea or fantasy. My son doesn't know how to communicate properly about things like this she explained leaving.
You must be his mouthpiece I said in my mind watching her leave. I looked down at Sunshine who has slept off, not a care in the world.
Baby I said to her we have to leave soon it's getting a bit uncomfortable here.
Yes, It's getting a bit uncomfortable.