Dear diary,
Well my emotions have decided to do the macarena and I don't know what to make of them anymore...
I've been busy( hence no diary writing... So sorry! ) but I've also been thinking...
You know why I wanted to leave the UK (ask the older diary if you forgot) , I thought I would find what I needed in Mumbai.
Somehow it feels like I found it already, I don't know how to explain it...is it Happiness? Peace? Or... Home? Maybe. I'll find a better word I promise. But this can't stay forever can it? Its a passing dream... After all bands only stay together for so long. Like Madhav, other members will leave too so I probably won't be able to stay here for more than maybe a few years and that's being optimistic. There's no future here diary ... Even if you want me to stay.
so what are we going to do diary?
