Sonakshi's pov:-
Marriage....I just want to cry out that I don't want this marriage to happen.
This so called Singer Manik Malhotra......I can't blame him can I??
I don't have anger issues,nor I am a very very sweet person...but if I meet someone without knowing him or her. I start the conversation sweetly and kindly. Even if it is the jerk Manik Malhotra.
I have a calm and sweet aura around me. I don't know why but, even if I try to talk roughly,, I can't,and comes out to be more sweet.
I'm way too sanskaari, but inside you will never get to know what's going on. That jerk just tried to watch me with those lust full eyes,, I don'tknow,when my normal night dress was replaced with that gown.
I am naive,,yes I am,, I think that what people say,they do the exact thing. But,what about my Mom and Dad. I trusted them,but they forced me in this. But how can I blame them,when the actual one is my so called friend.
Who made me miserable. I trusted the Snake in the name of Angel.
I am now a married woman,and I think that this house Will now be dependent on me. From cooking to washing plates. And I don't have any problem in doing this,but I want to continue my work as a Doctor.
And I hope,they will allow me.
And about my husband.. I don't know what his so called mind process everytime I ask something.
I know he expected me to create a drama of sleeping on the bed.
I am not that person to make a drama all to the time.
And I hope...he understands. And if not...then he will soon.
And about love. Yes,,we should love someone,but not that deep so that the person leaves your miserable.
I don't think I will love someone now. After getting a betrayal in friendship. I don't think I will step in the hole of love.
That's about me.... I'm what I am now. I will not change myself for anyone,not even for my husband.
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