The short walk to school was a memorable one with the help of signs I didn't get lost but since this was my first time outside well let's say I got distracted easily curses the lambs on metal poles i mean why are they walking with metal poles fixed onto their legs did they put them on themselves or did someone put the pole on them but that just leads to even more questions.
I ended up being late on the first day of school not that I minded honestly but the teacher didn't share the same sentiment, thus for first period I was standing outside the classroom.
When second period rolled around I was really excited, this with my spirits high I entered the room the first thing I noticed was how at first they looked excited than their eyes proceed to scan my body and when they noticed my wings the excitement diminish in an instant and change back to indifference with a hint of disgust, wondering why their attitude did a 180° change I noticed that their wings unlike mine was pure white while mind was tinted grey, at the time even thou I was already 15 but due to the lack of interactions with another person I lack what which is called social awareness.
Thus being the naive baby I happily ignored the reactions of my classmates greeted them and took a sit, that was the start of when the world turned grey, no it's not just due to the alienation from my peers I am too strong for that and also I spend most of my life alone soo this really won't affect me, it was what the school was teaching that did.
"All angels are created by god our father obeying his commends is what we a made to do without him we would not exist therefore our lives have no purpose other then serving him, we can't disobey and disobedience is a sin, loyalty is expected and sloth is a curse that this school is built to remove." This lines was repeated over and over again till it was engraved into our brains if it didn't, the Teachers would bring us to a prayer room to be re-educated most of the time that would include recorded speeches on repeat and sometimes the teacher's would join in educating me and my classmates mainly by checking our body for sins, especially the female angels making sure we still had the mark of purity.
From than on the grey world changed to black as if the sun would never shine but it did I was now 21 still in school and still going to be for the next 100 years, she was my first love and lover she brought me out of the dark place I was and the light shone on me for the first time in years, my days with Mary will forever be a bittersweet memory, us laughing cuddling in each other's embrace as we watch the stars till, running across the meadows and capturing the lambs on metal poles only to take away their poles and watch them try to walk in huge steps only to tumble down.
But atlas it was not meant to be we lost the magic but that was a time I would treasure as it makes me look at the bright side of life making the once black world grey, my time with her also made me more in tune with my emotions compared to other angels which is kept hidden from the world.