"He's in a c.o..ma?"
"Yes, but we are doing everything we can to keep him alive."
"When will he...wake up?"
"We dont know, we are still running tests as we speak"
I started crying uncontrollably thinking of the worst possible scenarios. What if he never wakes up? I wouldn't be able to live with myself, the guilt is unbearable.
"Can I see him?"
"Not yet, I'm afraid, we will notify you when you can."
"Ok, thank you."
"Oh and here's a spare shirt as we noticed you currently don't have one."
"Sorry, I was to focused on daichi."
As soon as the doctor handed me the shirt he left the room. That's when i ran to the bathroom, hid in one of the stalls and started cutting. This was all my fault. I dont deserve to live if he dies.