Even though I am confident that I can dance well on this day of celebration. I can't ignore the thought of many what ifs.
I will perform in front of the crowd, where I never thought I can do in my whole life. And from all performances, it's dance! Where I'm the most unlucky and poor in it! But things changed.
I stood in front of my full body length mirror. I'm wearing a light blue gown with fitted upper part. My shoulders are slightly showing. I let my hair flow and loose onto my back. My face in this Dreamland shows my younger self, this princess is so pretty.
I make face in front of the mirror. There, she looks ugly. I laugh at myself. If someone saw me, they might say I'm crazy. I even stuck my tongue and grinned like an idiot, but I was interrupted by the knock on my door.
When I open it, I saw Oryn with wide smile at me. I tried to look around if my Prince were here but I didn't see him.
"You're so gorgeous Milady." I smiled at her and flip my hair.
"Thank you Oryn."
We headed to the hall where the center of the celebration will hold. As we get nearer, my heart starts to beat fast. I'm getting nervous, I felt my hands lightly sweating because of anticipation and at the same time, cold.
When we stepped in the hall, I saw the crowd of princes and princesses in their royal seats. The king and queen of different Kingdoms. They are all wearing their royals suits with their crowns that recognized them where they ruled.
Some of the officials and royal families were present too.
Every crown of a King has a unique stone just above their forehead that has different colors, represent their Kingdom's identity. The Kingdom of Nevotis has a scarlet color, the Kingdom of Qibelon has silver color, the Amaris Kingdom has the color of nature, the Kingdom of Caspian has ocean's color, and the Zemira has the yellow color. This crowns symbolize their Kingdom.
The two remaining kingdoms which arrived this day were now sitting to their respective seats, the King and Queen of Kingdom of Amaris and Kingdom of Zemira.
My heart beats faster when I stood at the intrance. Their eyes were on me, my hands trembled. I felt strange in this hall, I may be paranoid but I saw different colors radiating from different locations in the crowd.
I shake my head, I'm just hallucinating. This must be because I'm nervous. I tried to smile at the crowd and went to my seat. Oryn remain standing and following my track. When I finally sit, I roam my eyes to find Prince Shone but I didn't see him. I looked at the seat provided for him near the King and Queen of Qibelon but it was empty. Where are you my Prince?
Every Kingdom has a present for this day as their token for the Victory celebration. Even this Kingdom but mine was not on the list. I will present it after all the performances from every kingdom has been done. It's their choice if what category they would present, either from dancing, singing or other categories. Mostly royalties were responsible for this presentation to appreciate their Kingdom.
But even I know I'm not the only one who will present at the center of the hall, I can't help myself to get nervous. I used to hold my Prince hands at times like this, he had been there when I need someone. I never felt alone this past few weeks because of his presence beside me but I can't find him inside the hall even thou I can feel his presence inside the castle.
I remain seated. I saw Prince Sean, when I looked at him he wink at me and show his teasing smile. I rolled my eyes, here he goes again. I never see him after that fight between him and Prince Shone.
The program starts with introduction speech from the King Gyffard and then the introduction of the ruler of every kingdom.
The Kingdom of Nevotis has King Gyffard Wyschardus, Queen Avicia Wyschardus and Princess Viona Wyschardus as the heir of their Kingdom, the one I'm possessing in this dreamland.
The kingdom of Qibelon has King Randver Alfan III, Queen Aleida Alfan and my Prince Shone Alfan.
The Kingdom of Amaris has King Bertrant Hutch, Queen Athelyna Hutch and of course the boastful Prince Sean who's now grinning at me. Creepy.
The Kingdom of Caspian has King Leopold Cagnazzo, Queen Gwyneth Cagnazzo and of course their 2nd Prince, Prince Henri Cagnazzo who's now sitting elegantly like he owned the whole room. He's sitting cross legs with his right hand on his jaw and his elbow resting on his chair. Showing his killer smile causing his deep dimples on his cheeks to display. But what caught my attention is, his spiky hair. It's dark but attractive. I wonder how it feels.
The Kingdom of Zemira has King Mikael Faremanne and Queen Roese Faremanne with their cute little Princess, Princess Sallie Faremanne. A cute princess with green hair up to her waist and she's beautiful! I think she's around 10-12 years old.
It's a pleasure for me to have this opportunity and get to know these prince and princesses. Even I'm not originally living in this world, I can't help but to be amazed that once in my life, I would have the chance to witness a real prince and princesses. I even have a fiancée from these prince and princesses.
The programmed starts but I can't still find Prince Shone. I know he's just around but I can't spot him from the crowd.
The crowd applause from the speech of the King Gyffard, my father. I started to call him father because I feel good calling him my father. It feels like I am really his daughter, his small yet obvious smile at me makes me happy. I didn't use to have a father but with his presence, I experienced having a father who can be there for me.