Wrapped with blankets and pillows , taehyung munched one a chocolate bar as he faced the tv . His head rested agaisnt Jimin's arm . He felt safe right now , his phone was turned completely off as he was getting way too many messages from people at their school who just wanted to spread mean words to taehyung , and they managed to do so to a certain extent . Before Jimin came , taehyung completely broke down , like really bad , but he finally got himself to turn his phone off and just sit around , trying to make himself feel better . But Jimin came and made things better . He really did , taehyung called Jimin an angel , he really was , Jimin was always there on the good , the bad and the ugly , and today , was the ugly . He almost couldn't believe that today actually happened , he thought he was dreaming through it all , but he quickly realized it wasn't just a dream when he slapped himself at least five times for being so stupid and trust on people . Specially someone like seungwoo , but oh well . There was really no turning back now , he had to deal with it and try to ignore the comments thrown at him .
" do you feel better , Tae ? Maybe we can talk about it if that makes you feel better ? "
Jimin's gentle voice filled Taehyung's ears , the male couldn't help but close his eyes and just relax , it was like Jimins voice Just relaxed him , it really did , he couldn't explain it , it was like some kind of comfort whenever he heard Jimin speak . His voice was so sweet , like honey . The male couldnt helps but just lean into the soft touch that Jimin was giving him, his eyes still closed but he let out a small mumble under his breath , barely audible
" TaeTae I need you speak up I Cant hear you"
Jimin gently spoke once more , fingers carding through taehyung's silly black hair
" I don't want to talk about it ,, I just want to , forget about it . It wasn't very fun "
Taehyung replied as he buried himself deeper into jimin's soft touch . He couldn't help but want to not address the issue and just never speak about it again , but he knew that eventually he would need to take some kind of action about it .
" okay TaeTae , that's fine .. let's just relax for now , yeah?"
Jimin agreed , he didn't want to press taehyung into talking about it if he didn't want to or if it made him uncomfortable
Jimin understood that taehyung was going through a tough time right now so he would not force him to do anything nor say anything about the issue . He really couldn't understand how the male was feeling but he was there for him , he would help him with whatever he needed and just be his moral support for as long as he needed , he just wanted taehyung to be okay and feel happy again , he couldn't bags seeing his taehyung stay sad over this .
It was true it shocking . How one moment the male was just being so happy and giddy , coming out to him and being the best version of himself , he really thought things would be better now , he really did . But it all had to come crashing down on taehyung when finding out that someone was cruel enough to just lean his sex tape . Maybe taehyung hadn't properly thought things through , maybe he was still in shock that this all happened , that's why he wasn't addressing it and refusing to speak about it even with his closest friend , the park Jimin ,
" Jimin "
The younger male spoke up , his eyes looking up into jimin's , fear was clearly present in his eyes .
" yes , taehyung ?"
The male answered back , his voice was gentle and calming , he knew that's what taehyung needed the most right now .
" I'm scared ... it's over now "
The male whimpered out . Jimin couldn't help but feel a sting in his chest , he knew it was different , it didn't feel like his usual emotional pain. It was more like ,, heartache? A way he couldn't really describe at the moment .
" it's not over, taehyung .. you just need to keep your head up and show every one that you're better than them and that this didn't get to you . I'll be with you , by your side every step of the way , alright?"
Jimin Gently spoke . The male felt something new in his heart ,, it was no longer pain ,, rather , bliss ? Fuck he was so confused . He just shook the feeling away , smiling a little as he looked down at taehyung .
The male just nodded his head at his words , head now buried into jimin's chest , he was finally getting the comfort he so badly needed
" Thank you .. "
" don't thank me .. I'll always help you "
It wasn't long until Taehyung fell asleep in jimin's arms , all of the crying , stress and just bad thoughts over what would happen in the future had all bubbled up inside of him , making him tired , but thankfully jimin was there to offer some back rubs and a blanket , but most importantly , his love and affection. Taehyung would not lis , he felt safe under jimin's warm embrace. He really did. It was so soft and gentle , yet so strong , like Jimin was just trying to keep taehyung away from all that could hurt him , it really warmed taehyungs Heart up .
But in a pure moment of confusion , thoughts and lust ,, Jimin looked down at taehyung . He looked at him , but differently . He didn't feel the warm friendship bond ,, he felt ,, attracted ?
What the fuck?
Now Jimin was beyond confused .. taehyung was his friend ... platonic friend , why was he attracted . The male bit his lip , all the thoughts were hurting his mind .
" fuck "
He mumbled out . He very gently grabbed taehyung and moved him off his lap , soon putting him down onto the bed and standing up . He couldn't bare the thoughts lingering in his mind , and even if what they were doing was innocent, Jimin felt lust within him . So it was better if he left before he made a stupid decision .
The male grabbed his belongings , slipping his phone into his walker and tying his shoes into place. He knew he couldn't just leave taehyung without an explanation. So he picked up a nearby paper and a pen , soon his hands gliding the blue pen along the paper in a rather graceful manner , his lips zipped together in concentration
Hi tae ! You're probably up by now . I had to go :( my mom needed some help around the house. But if you need to talk just call me .
I love you ! <3
It was a rather cheap and poorly made letter , but not very innocent thoughts were running through the males head , so writing a excuse to escape his sexual thoughts was hard .
Soon enough , Jimin left, confused , and maybe even horny , though he wouldn't admit it .
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Chapter six already ! Ah I'm taking a bit to upload but I promise I'll be more consistent from now on !
Thought ? Feed back ?
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Thank you ! <3