Lisa's POV
I couldn't stop the rapid pounding of my heart as I motioned Benedict to get inside my condo unit, I hate him, but I can't deny I wanted him to kiss me because I miss him so much. I realized what Maya felt for Adonis during the times he hurt my best friend, and I realized love is a complicated matter that it would be possible for you to hate and love the same person at the same time.
And I now understood that love moves in mysterious ways. And now that I experience this kind of feeling, I want to go back to the times I felt so carefree, but I realized if I would go back into that moment, I will never experience how to be kissed by Ben, and of course, I will never know how wonderful it is to sleep on his arms. I can't stop myself from feeling so thrilled and nervous as I walked to the dining hall while Ben was following behind me.
