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Chapter 28 - My Emotions...

Alex's POV:

~A big tulip garden with uncountable blooming flowers. It was a beautiful scenario. I was walking on the field with a gaze of merriment. I was extremely delighted, not exactly because of those flowers and scenario, but for the person whom I always meet with euphoria on that paradise....

She was standing there on the field, turning her back towards me and looking at those flowers. She was wearing a beautiful blue silk gown, with her black shimmering hairs tucked behind her ears, she seemed like a divine goddess from behind, monitoring her garden! It has been ecstatic moment for me always to meet her among the flowers!

Suddenly, she turned behind and smiled warmly at me. Maybe she had heard my footsteps.

"You came?" She asked me in a soft voice.

"I have been always watching you from afar, Luna!" I answered calmly while walking towards her.

She chuckled with my response, "how many times I have to tell you! I am not Luna!" She answered me gently while plucking a red tulip from the field.

"Yes! I know! You are the goddesses of my life! All my dark, composed mind calms at once whenever I meet you Luna! Why do I feel so drawn towards you?" I was lost in her eyes while asking her.

The Luna I always meet here is drastically different from real life! The warm smile on her face with such a calm and loving composure, it's completely divergent to the frozen, rude, and dark Luna I encounter with in real life. 

So, I eagerly wait to see this loving and gentle Luna in this paradise! My dark life feels...so warmish!

She calmly walked towards me and handed me the red tulip, "here, take it!" She sounded blissful.

I smirked at her while taking the flower. "Do you know what does red tulip signifies?"

"Perfect love! And that's why I am giving this to you!" She replied me abruptly.

I was silent for a moment with her response. "I-I am not a perfect person Luna, I have committed many sins! I am an immoral person!" I murmured slowly with a mournful voice.

She gently held my face with her soft hands, "I don't care about anything, I... just love you so much!" She sounded so affectionate.

I teared up with her answer. "Why do you always meet me here? Why can't you meet me in real life? You are the first person who ever said this to me... Even I still can't realize my feelings! I have never received love from anyone! I don't kn-know what is love!" I sobered up while gently holding her hands.

She smiled to comfort my pain while slowly caressing my hair. "If I get lost someday, will you find me?" She suddenly asked me compassionately.

I was disturbed and frightened to hear something like that. I boldly held her hands and replied, "you are all I have Luna in this world! I won't let you to go anywhere! I will firmly hold onto you so that you can't leave me ever again!" I answered in a dense voice.

She smiled at me with teary eyes. "Remember your promise! I will wait....f..o..r  yo..u!" Suddenly a thin flow of blood was coming down from the side of her lips while she was talking to me!

I freaked out to see her bleeding! "Luna! What's happening?" I grabbed her in my arms while shouting in panic.

"Remember... I love you... I will wait... for y..o..u!" She lost her balance and fell on the ground while I was holding onto her tightly.

"Luna! Luna!?" My voice choked in pain to see her in that miserable condition. She was breathing very heavily.

She looked at me with tears rolling down her cheeks and smiled a bit with her lips stained in blood! Slowly she closed her eyes while holding onto my hands.

My chest was aching with pain. I started sobbing helplessly while trying desperately to regain her senses. "Luna! Luna please don't leave me alone! Luna wake up please! Please!

Luna!?" 

Suddenly I woke up! I was covered in sweat and looked around panickedly. It was my room! It was around 8 am. Tarzan was sleeping comfortably in his couch. Damn! I am in my room that means I was dreaming! It's not the first time I saw that loving Luna in my dreams but why did the warm dream turned into a nightmare? Why was she bleeding? Why did she collapse in my arms!

I rushed out from my bed and hurriedly took the phone. Without even thinking once I dialed her.

(Phone ringing)

"Hello?" A cold voice answered me.

"Hello Lu-- I mean Miss Kim? Hello?" I was restlessly asking her over the phone.

"Yes Mr. Choi? Why did you call me?" She inquired me with a rugged voice.

"Are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere?" I was all flustered while asking.

"What? Mr. Choi are you drunk?" She sounded very absurd.

I was silent for a moment. How could I explain to her about the dream! And even though I knew it was just a dream but the thought of something bad happening to her freaks me out! Even though I knew she would be disturbed with my call but I couldn't stop myself! I am...helplessly overprotective of her!

"No, umm, I was just asking, are you fine Miss Kim?" I asked her feebly again.

"What will happen to me Mr. Choi? And please don't call me again with these stupid excuses! I don't like it!" She replied me very coldly.

"This is not an excuse! I was really worri--"

"I am hanging up! Bye Mr. Choi!" She disconnected the call without even listening to me.

Though I am a very strong and merciless person, but when it comes to her, I am all an helpless man with an only urge...to protect her from everything! Even someday if it costs my life, I would happily give up on it without a second thought for her... But why do I feel such emotions for her? That's still a mystery for me!

My chest was throbbing with pain. I clenched my wrist and wanted to cry out badly. Why am I so powerless? Why does she differs so much from that warm Luna? Why?

Tears rolled down from my cheeks carrying the load of my emotions.

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