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Chapter 20 - ALMOST

Yung inakala mong merong KAYO,

na tipong mag dyowa na ang turingan niyo

Araw araw ka niyang binubola at sinusundo

Pero sa huliy naguguluhan ka na kung kayo ba'y ano?

Walang label na relasyon

Walang pinanghahawakang pundasyon

Walang alam sa tunay na intensyon

Kung totoo ba o tanging ika'y isa lang niyang imahinasyon.

Yung ituturing kang more than friends

Pero di ka naman kayang maipagmalaki as a lover

Yung sasabihan ka na ng I LOVE YOU

Pero di ka kayang mabigyan ng label.

In a way that your his almost but still, he's unsure

Almost my man, yet there's always his 'but'

That you'll always be his almosts, his maybes in life

You as his almost love but maybe not.

How painful it is to hear

An 'us' when in reality we both knew the score

Your maybes, yes nor no as you always say

Denial of what we are and undefined emotion lays.

Yes this relationship I have with you, will always be my what if.

I love you yet your still undecided

I am your almost lover nor just a companion

A person who still loves you even in the aspects of our 'almost and maybe's' delusions.