Miyuki
Everybody say I'm a slut
For having the man that they want
But his attention was just for me
That puts my heart contended with glee
Everything maybe has its reasons
For it happened so fast without oblivion
The man that i love just gave me up
And just like that. Our whirlwind romance ended up.
But I pleaded my heart out
Plead for you to take me back
And ill pretend that im not a rebound
Its sad but so true that i only reminded you of her
The one that you always love and loving still.
Im a martyr as they say
But fuck off their words, I love you still
Maybe now Im just nobody to you
But you, your my everything, my man in this world so indifinite and cruel.
Out of nowhere i met this man
The man i never thought to be so unique yet blunt
An idea pop out like a mushroom
We started a deal that so absurb, unsure yet we both agreed out of desperation.
As time passes by,
gradually the pain his causing actually subside
And realization hit me
That yes, in no time i could fall hardly inlove with this guy.
Being with you was my happiest yet nostalgic piece
You brought me to places i never knew and lies emotion i never felt
You will always be my warrior when Im in war
My protector, my shelter, and my man i can always count when I am down.
I found a man who knows my flaws,
My insecurities and my uncertainties
But he still found me beautiful and worth it to be owned.
Love that unexpectedly happened out of desperate reason
But now we both still hanging and loving each other with no further explanation.
You knew Im a brat
And surely your one hell of a snob
A girl you fought to be yours was undeniable masochist
Yet your a man with words.
A warrior but diffinitely my softy sadist.
And thats what we are "The sadist lover"
A love we both found sadistic yet real
Cruel heartbreak that leads us together
And hand in hand we started believing in forever.
We both found a complicated love
Many hindrances to falter the bind we have
Maybe we somehow let ourselves be weak Situations out off hand get serious
that cause our heart-clenching break.
Leaving you was the easiest way for me
To mend my broken soul and my undying pleas
That somehow maybe your there beside me
When I needed you the most, crucially Cause Ive been in one of a hell place when I knew we lost our baby.
But three years fastly passed
And here am I, Finally I am back
Back to the place where most of my memories where made
But most of it I want my head to forget and reset
Its where the place I have maybe the happiest yet saddest part of my life.
The pain, pleas and heartbreak that cause my deepest downfall
where I let myself be in cause im a failure
Failed to be yours and a mother of an unborn angel in my body
How unlucky i am for being a greatest coward that everybody thinks of me.
Cause I am nobody, I cant see my worth And so why am i breathing, pleading and still living?
When all i want was to end my life so this heart will stop beating
And stop looking for a man who abondoned me
Never ever heard my agonies and my painful pleas
That for him to come back,
wipe my misery, calm my heart
Cause hes the only one who knows me more that I myself
Ive lost myself when i started loving him
Hes just a man. However, a man,
i never thought would be the destroyer of my reality.
And now out of nowhere, you just barge in my life again
Im not ready but life sucks me to be with you again and again
Ive thought of countless things to have my revenge
To let you feel how disgusting it is to be played and left without a single trace.
Ive rendered my heart and tell never ever fall for this man
Restrain myself to be fooled twice that will surely cause my mental breakdown
A man whos still sweet yet snob.
A man with few words yet I believed it with no hesitation.
And in no time here I am again. Falling!
Falling deep with your promises and love
Love you still have for me after years of seperation
Cant help myself, I admit I still love you Even the pain still lingers in my heart
Ive given you the last chance
To prove your love and worth being my man.
Maybe were too young to be inlove that time
That god has different plan and situation we never seen coming
That brought our heartbreaking part
That the two of us will be apart.
Maybe life sucks hard when you feel your in bubbles
Thats why we both have our broken souls
That only be mended with our forgiveness and selflove before any others
Thats what Ive learned, things will go smoothly when you forgive yet never forgets
Take it as a lesson and put it in your head.
That somehow things happened for you to be strong
You love a man, you should know when to hold and how to move on.
Your still the 'BAH' that I always love
Yes mature, but still the gentleman i always love and adore
You, who always have the naughty thoughts in your head
The Lance Mariano I always bullied yet have his ways to gets what he bids
I so love you even still your calling me rabbit.
The petname your using cause your a tease
I love a complicated man yet always be my sweet sadist
And Im your Miyuki, the pretty masochist.
A love we both found that has a unique beggining
A complicated love situation in the middle of these love so undying
and unending for us to have a diffinitely sadist love story.
Yet here we loving each other still
Creating new memories of our unending tommorows
Love we both feel and fought at the same time
That God has always that perfect timing for us to reunite
Now we have our happily ever after and finally, sanctity vows us to forever.