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This chapter wasn't written in an entry form anymore.
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I did not sleep well last night.I'm really worried with Harvey.I called him for how many times but he never answered it.I even went to their dorm but his room mate said he's not there also.I also asked his friends but they don't know either.So I ended up crying in my room.I miss him so much...where did he go?
Even though I feel really bad and lazy,I still attended class.It's already lunch time when Chenna texted me to go to IMS café because she's there.We're going to have lunch together.Suddenly,memories with Harvey flashed in my mind.I really miss him so much and I'm mad at myself for not giving him a chance.
My brow furrowed when I noticed that Chenna is anxious. "W-what's the problem?" I asked her worriedly.
She bit her lower lip and looked at me uneasily. "H-Harvey...H-he's..." Somebody called my name so she was cut off.But my heart immediately throbbed because of what she had uttered.I turned to those who just called me.I saw Jason,Seelder and Ketchor running towards us from the door.They're all winded when they reached us.
"W-what's the problem?" To be honest,I'm starting to get nervous.Like,what the hell is happening?
"H-Harvey...h-he's in Keith's park and h-he's already..." I didn't let him finish his sentence.I went out the café and ran towards Keith Park.My tears are already falling from my eyes.My heart is throbbing and I don't know what to think anymore.I ran as fast as I could.I don't care if I'm already hitting some people.All I want is to see him and nothing else.
When I'm already near to the Park,I saw some petals of red rose on the ground.It's guiding me to a particular place.I don't know what came to my mind but I just followed it.I wondered when I saw many students inside the Park.I immediately thought that it might because of Harvey so I ran closer to them.When the students saw me walking closer,they gave me way that made me saw a man's back.He turned to me and everything went in slow motion.
There are three words, that I've been dying to say to you
Burns in my heart, like a fire that ain't going out
"H-Harvey..." I uttered.He smiled at me and walked closer to me.He's holding a flower bouquet and large cute teddy bear.Some guys around him are holding the tarpaulin saying "I'm sorry,Zarine." People around us cheered.
There are three words, & I want you to know they are true...
I need to let you know
"W-what are you..." he hushed me.
"I'm sorry if I caused you pain.I'm sorry for mistreating you before.I'm sorry for all the mistakes I did.I'm sorry,I'm sorry." Tears escaped from his eyes.Mine came out too. "What you've saw was taken a month ago and I swear,I didnt really fooled you." He held my hands.I smiled at him and wiped his tears.
"I already know the truth so don't worry and yes,you're already forgiven.I'm sorry,too.I'm sorry for not giving you a chance to explain your side.I'm sorry for being narrow-minded that time." I sincerely said. "I missed you so much,Harvey.Ignoring you for how many days feels like I'm just stabbing my self."
"And I know you didn't ask for this,this time but I won't waste the chance to say this anymore." I breathed deeply.He waited for my reply.
I wanna say I love you, I wanna hold you tight
I want your arms around me & I, want your lips on mine
I wanna say I love you, but, babe I'm terrified
My hands are shaking, my heart is racing
"It's a yes,Harvey." I said.He blinked his eyes for how many times.
"Did I heared it right?" He asked his self while smiling.I just chuckled. "Zarine is already my girlfriend!" He shouted.People around cheered.I heared Chenna shouted.Jason,Seelder and Ketchor cheered for us.
Cause it's something I can't hide, it's something I can't deny
So here I go...
Baby I lo-o-o-ve you
"I love you,Zarine.I love you so much.Nothing can describe how much I love you." He sincerely said with tears in her eyes.He's smiling at me while touching my cheeks.
"I love you too,Harvey.I love you to the moon and back.I love you with all of my heart." I replied.
"Kiss!" People shouted.Chenna shouted first and others just followed.I flushed.Harvey smirked while looking at me.He removed some strands of my hair that block my face and put it behind my ear.Our eyes locked.He leaned closer to me.I did the same to him and slowly closed my eyes.Our lips touched.I heared people cheering and shouting.
I can't decribe how happy I am right now.Being in Harvey's arms just feels so right and I can't afford to leave anymore.I can't afford to lose him.It's him that I love and I will always love.Nothing can take us away from each other anymore.