*WARNING R-18*
Me and Caspian had just left the office after picking up paper work for Mollie and her husband to fill out if they decided to take Caspian. Before leaving Johns office I give him a quick wink and look that says more then he was expecting. He starts to turn beat red and fidgets with his collar.
I control my facial features and tell him casually, "I'll give you a call tonight and let you know how things go with the kid."
He gives me a look like I'm in trouble later. I wait till we're back in the car before I chuckle. Cass Just looks at me weird before looking back out the window.
"So, Miss Sin, where are we going that is making you laugh like that?"
"Oh that's not why I'm laughing. But I am taking you to a very good friends house for you to meet them. I think you'll like them and I know that they will like you too." I reassured him.
"You mean I won't be staying with you anymore?" He turned and stared at me wide eyed.
'Shoot this may turn ugly, I have got to be gentle about it.'
"Well Cass, I already told you what my job is. You saw first hand what I do. I can't take care of you and do my job too. If you end up staying with my friends though, I'll get to see you every time I come back home and we can hang out then."
"So if I don't like it there and don't stay there, will I ever see you again?" He inquired staring at me intently.
"No, you probably won't Cass." I won't lie to him, what's the point. I'm touched by his desire to stay near me but man this kid has latched onto me quick.
"Well, I think I already like them." he smiles and looks back out the window as we head up to Alpine where my friends live.
It was around five in the evening when we got there and I rang the bell twice before knocking three times and opening the door. I stop a few steps in when I realize Cass is still standing at the door. I turn and motion for him to come in. He comes in and closes the door and shock envelopes his face at the house.
You can't tell that its huge from when you first show up, it looks like a normal 2600 sq ft home due to the slope in the hillside its built into. It uses the ground as insulation on two thirds of the what would have been the out side structure and has floor to ceiling windows over looking the the San Diego area and ocean. The walls with windows curve in so the house looks like a giant C from up above. A giant canter lever patio area with an infinity pool and sunken fire pit can be seen through the windows.. Inside in the middle is a giant waterfall like feature with blue, green, pink, and orange colored glass and crystals cascading down from a giant tree sculpture with a fireplace in between the roots.
I smile knowing that the house is a quite amazing looking and tell him to come here, he can look around in a little while. Mollie comes shortly out of the kitchen with her bright auburn hair and warm smile.
"Auntie M. Grans in 'er room, if you'd like to go and say your hellos. She's a wee bit tired from the tests today. I'm just in the kitchen making supper. Now who is this here?" She gives me a hug and looks Cass over smiling warmly. "My name is Mollie Ducade-Crain. What is yours?" She holds out her hand to shake his.
"My name is Caspian Martin, Ma'am. Your house is amazing." He shakes her hand and exclaims while he is still looking around.
Mollie laughs lightly and tells him, " Aye, My husband Mark, you'll meet him later built this house. It was a lot of work but we took our time to build it right. "
"And money, don't forget that." I add before starting to head to Sarah's room. I see Mollie shake her head at me.
"Yes, Auntie, a lot of money. Thank you again for the wedding present Auntie!" She laughs as I just raise my hand in confirmation.
Now, I didn't gift them the house, I gave them the land that I already owned and paid for the concrete. All two million of it. TWO MILLION FLIPPING DOLLARS OF CONCRETE. Sure I didn't have to, but I wanted to see if her soon to be husband really could build the house of their dreams on this piece of land I gave to them.
They had shown me the design 15 years ago when they were finalizing wedding plans. She was 21, fresh out of college & he was 26, already a working engineer and architect for 4 years. It took them two years before they could start decorating the inside because of the concrete footings, counter weights and supporting walls took a long time because of the requiring time to cure. Then they had an issue pop up and realized they needed more work on reinforcing the hill side. Then they were having to add more weight to the front of the house for the infinity pools weight..... Oi vey, I digress.
I'm now very careful about what I promise to anyone for anything now, I don't break a promise. I love my great niece though and the end result was worth every penny of it. Also, Mark did help me design and build my own home without charging me his fees, so I guess I feel better about it. I knock gently on Sarah's room door and open it gently.
"Sarah, It's me Mary." I say quietly in case she's resting.
She looks up at me with her weathered and wrinkled face full of laugh and smile lines. Her teeth were not in so her smile was toothless but still radiated joy from her lively twinkling eyes.
"Mary! Oh Mary! Come in n' sit doun. You're 'ere for a visit? Moll, the daft lass, did no' say a word to me." She leans over and puts in her teeth. "Leh me look atcha you now." She pauses and fixes her teeth that were a little off. "Sorry, 'bout that. Well Mary, you seem different, you seem to be glowing. Now, wha' do ya ken would do a thing like that?" She gets an excited look in her eyes, "You mus' have a fallen in love?! Your cheeks are rosy and your eyes er' bright." she said happily and surprised, for being 100 her eyes and mind were still sharp as a tack.
"Oh Sarah, don't tell me stuff like that. You know that's when I tend to get rid of them. I've been enjoying this one too much, I guess." I smile with a slight blush, Sarah knows me all too well to spot the difference in me.
"Ach Mary Douglas, ya need ta be falling in love. No' be breaking hearts. I ken how ya feel on the matter but even Nathaniel wouldna' be wishing you to ne'er try to love again. You 'ave gone through more pain then any one should. An' you do so willingly 'cept when it comes to ya heart and relationships." She clicked her tongue at me in mocked anger. "Funny thing is, ya ken tha' it still hurts ya in the process. I wish you'd give some man the chance. Maybe this one?" she winks at me and I see my friend Sarah how she was when we were young again for a second.
"Oh Sarah, you know I don't want anyone to waste their life loving me when I can't grow old with them, or have children." I smile sadly to remind her.
"Nathaniel ne'er felt he wasted his life, or felt his life wa' less without his own bairns. You forget, I was there in the hospital with you'in the room." She puts a hand on my face to make me look her in the eyes. "I worry bout you Mary. When I'm gone, who'll love you for you? Sure Moll loves ya, but in the way a niece does. You need someone who'll be your friend, to hold you when you need to cry."
Why is Sarah being so serious all of the sudden?
"Sarah, what happened at the hospital today? Why are you talking so serious ?" I pull back to give her a serious look.
"Mary, ya ken I won' pull the wool o'er your eyes, I ha'e cancer." She says solemnly
.....*it's like my heart stopped beating, and I can't hear or see. I'm practically frozen in this moment.*....
"Mary, I have cancer." Nathaniel looks at me distressed, "The doctors say I can do radiation treatments and surgery. It's in my liver so it's not looking too good."
Nathaniel was only 56 when he got the diagnosis, I got to keep him for 2 more years before the cancer ate away at him and took him from me.
Now my best friend has it too. I'm lost.
******flash back over*****
Tears start flooding my eyes and soon they're spilling down over my cheeks.
"Oh Sarah. No, No, No." I hug my friend closely as tight as I can without hurting her and the tears fall down with out restraint.
"There, there, Mary. We both ken I wouldna' live fore'er, the fact I've lived as many years as I 'ave is a blessing. Now, Dry yer eyes. I 'aven't left you yet Mary Douglas."
We hear a slight tap on the door as it opens up with Moll and Cass walking in.
"Oh sorry, Auntie, Gran. We didn't realize you were having a serious talk." Moll and Cass walked in at that time to see me holding onto Sarah.
I sat up and quickly said, "It's not a problem. Perfect timing really." I wiped my tears with the back of my hand and snagged a tissue from Sarah bed side.
"You told her then, Gran?" Mollie asked getting a nod in confirmation.
" Well, now, who do we 'ave here? Such a bonnie wee lad. I'm Granny Ducade, but you can call me Gran. What's your name?" Sarah asked while I pulled my self together quickly.
"Caspian Martin, Gran. But I prefer just Cass." Cass said quietly looking at me.
I smiled and grabbed his hand whispering, "I'm fine Cass."
I straightened up and informed them, "If you and hubby would like to get to know Cass a little more, I can leave him here to see how you'd get along. As long as it's not an inconvenience. My house isn't suitable for kids and I'd rather he be with a family I know and trust, then the foster system." I rubbed Cass hair as Moll and Sarah shared a smile.
"Ya Ken, we could use a wee lad around here. I say it's worth a try." Sarah said with a knowing smile looking at Caspian.
"Of course! We'd love to give you a home here with us. You of course don't have to say yes right now. Or even a week from now. Stay as long as you like and take your time." Mollie beamed at Caspian and he shyly smiled back.
We had dinner a little later once Mark, Mollies husband, came home. Mark and Cass hit it off well and after dinner they went and checked out what would be his room. They started to discuss how they were going to make it his. Well Mark, ever the creative engineer, was keeping him entertained with how they could choose a theme or keep it simple. Me and Moll helped Sarah to her room to lay down.
'All the excitement 'as worn me out' she informed us as we made her comfortable.
I gave my dear friend a warm tight hug before pecking her cheek, letting her know I'd be back soon.
Me and Moll went over the paperwork for a temporary stay until they and Cass decided to make it a permanent home. I took the documents I needed for now and gave them my farewells. I reassured Cass that he can give me a call anytime, but I would be back in a few days to visit anyways. I gave Moll the few clothes John had picked up and told her he needed the normal necessities and more clothes.
"No problem Auntie Mary, I think we can go shopping tomorrow after Gran's nurse shows up." She waved as I took off and I gave John a call.
...
"And here I thought you were replacing me with an eight year old kid. " he laughed after he picked up the phone.
"Jealous are we John?" I retorted
" Only of anyone who gets to monopolize your down time other than me." he joked. "Are you back home yet?"
" No I'm leaving Alpine right now. It's what 7 now, so come over around 9 and I'll be there I've got to stop and grab a few things from the store really quick." I told him checking the time on the clock.
"Ok no problem I'll see you then, Sin."
He hangs up and I grin devilishly as I speed up to rush straight home. He has no idea what I plan on surprising him with tonight.
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Once home, I take a quick shower and pull out my newest outfit. I strap on my black, knee-high, leather boots with black, thigh high, lace-edge stockings. I slip in to my black brocade and dark blue, lace corset that goes down over the top of my hips and attach the garters to my stockings. I quickly put some mousse into my hair and towel dry it for wavy curls to form as I haphazardly clip and pin it up. I keep my makeup mostly simple and light, mainly a little powder, mascara, and a nice crimson red for my lips, the only thing I want to really make everything pop.
I stand back and look at myself as I turn to the side and check my waist and fix the girls up top.
'Damn, I look GOOD.' I can't help but smile and blush as I keep looking. Finally I just grab my black silk floor length robe and tie it around my waist. I've fixed myself a glass of whiskey and keep checking out how I should be posed when he comes in. I want it to see natural even though I know that he'll know otherwise. The buzz on my gate goes off and I check the time, 9:03pm.
'Oh shit, He's here!' I think and my heart starts beating like a drummers solo in a rock band. I quickly let him in and set my self up on with the bed lights off. I hear him come in and walk around downstairs.
"Sin?" He calls out playfully and questioning at the same time. I hear his foot steps coming up the stairs, and my hearts beating with anticipation. I feel like a little kid who can't help giggling when they're playing hide and seek. Thankfully, I am able to contain my giggles as i see the outline of him in the door way.
"Sin?" Now he's sounding confused. I click on the light and smile seductively at him as he pauses blinking with the sudden light.
"Yes?" I run my hand down the side of my robe as I stand up from the bed my stiletto boots making a short appearance as the robe flutters. He stops and just stares with a look of pleasurable disbelief and admiration as he just drinks me in. Slowly I pull the robes sash open and let it fall to the ground. His jaw drops, his eyes went wide, and he shook his head in disbelief for a second.
"I'm .... uh.... WOW." He stutters out smiling like an excited adolescent.
"Whats the matter, do you see something you like?" I say enticingly with my hands following the curves of my waist to rest on my hips.
He takes a breath and quickly composes himself. "Yes, I do." He says firm and clear.
He looks up into my eyes and takes slow but deliberate steps that portray his controlled desire.
He pulls me close and says in a husky voice still staring into my eyes, "Yes, I do see something I like."
He takes a hold of my neck and cradles my head with his hand to pull me close for a soft and sensual kiss.
The passion rising in both of us as his free hand begins to roam down my side to my waist to pull me even closer.
We part to catch our breath and he picks me up and sets me on the bed and stands back and really looks at my outfit with me turning and laying sideways propped up on an elbow with one knee slightly hitched up.
He hungrily stares at my boots on up my legs and moans a little.
He just realized I'm not wearing underwear.
He runs a hand over his face, to try and shake off the embarrassment as face flushes and he begins showing evidence in more ways than just his face that he's is turned on and wants me.
He takes his belt and tie off and steps out of his shoes before coming to the edge of the bed.
"All of this is for me?" He asks in amazement and I nod sweetly and playfully.
"Yes its for you and for me too."
He takes his hand and runs it ever so lightly across the the bare skin of my breast and then pops the first few corset hook and eyes in the front.
Bending down he flicks his tongues over my now exposed nipple, sucking it firmly into his mouth and teasing it with his tongue.
I'm biting my lips looking down at him looking up at me as he teases my breasts.
I gasp as his teeth nip them hard but quickly releases them before placing his lips on to my neck and collarbone.
His warm breath caresses my skin and I don't want it to stop as the chills run down my spine, setting my nerves on fire.
His touch and kiss send tingles down my spine and butterflies to my stomach, igniting my arousal, and making me gasp and moan.
He puts more emphasis on my neck, sucking lightly, nibbling at the nape while he plays with one of my nipples.
He twists the tip gently between his two fingers and pulls on them before massaging them under his palm.
He stands leaving me wanting and removes his shirt, revealing his defined abs and strong arms.
I sit up to reach over to help with removing his slacks and boxer briefs.
I see how excited he is with his fully erect man hood practically screaming to get out of them.
I rub him softly with my hand to tease him as he looks down at me with an almost pained expression.
I stand to kiss him, then turn him so that I may push him onto the bed.
I play with him some more teasing and giving him a great view of everything while I take him into my mouth enjoying hearing him moan and groan.
He's practically begging me when I climb on top to straddle him and take him for a ride.
** fly on the wall**
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....after a shower....
"So how did the kid do earlier with that family you were talking about?" He was drying his hair off as I lay on the balcony have a glass and enjoying the coastal breeze on my skin.
"I think he'll be just fine, I have the temporary stay paperwork filled out for you too. They'll turn in the permanent adoption paperwork before the temporary expires." I say draining my glass back and pouring another from the nearby bottle.
John comes out and sits in the other deck chair and looks at me with the bottle nearby and the 3rd glass I've had since the shower.
"Did something happen today?" He asks puzzled and concerned.
"What makes you think that?" I just knock back another glass and go to fill my glass again but he grabs the bottle.
"I'm sorry. I know better then that. What. Happened. Today?" he grabs my glass and pours a dram to drink himself before filling it again and handing it over.
"Old woman problems." I mutter into the rim of my glass.
"Come on Sin, I'm asking as your friend."
I can't help it, I know better but I lash out at him anyways, "Sin? As a 'friend' you probably don't even remember my real name."
"Mary, then. You know I've always called you Sin because that's how everyone calls you in the office. I don't want to slip and call you intimately like that around everyone at work. Now, please tell me whats wrong instead of attacking me." He looks at seriously as he sits in front of me on the end of the lounge chair.
"My friend Sarah is dying of cancer." I forcefully hold back the tears and just grab the bottle to take a nice long drink.
John makes a ah-ha sound as that information is released. He places a hand on my thigh and leans forward to kiss my head.
"I'm sorry, Mary." is all he says that breaks my strength and the tears start pouring down my cheeks. He scoops me up and takes me into the bed to lay me down. He grabs some water and tissue from the mini bar and places them next to the bed.
He climbs in behind me and holds me as I let it out. Once I'm done he hands me the water and tissues. I go and splash water on my face before crawling back into bed.
We're laying facing each other while he caresses my face.
John leans closer and kisses me gently on the lips.
Slowly I return the kiss needing the feeling of being cared about right now as I feel spent and empty.
He props himself up to kiss me deeply and pulls back leaving me breathless.
"Mary, I love you." John says confidently still caressing my face.
.....'wait what did he just say?'.....
Before I'm able to process or say anything he kisses me again making me lose myself in the warmth of his kiss.
He leaves me breathless and trails kisses down my body slowly making me sigh before his face rest between my thighs.
His tongue flickers over my clit and a let out a little cry as the nerves are still sensitive from earlier.
That little cry was like fuel for his fire as he buries his face between my legs.
His tongue moves between the folds of my lips and my clit making me moan in delight.
He pauses for air and slides a finger in between with his thumb on my clit.
I gasp and moan and look down at him staring right into my eyes as he lowers his mouth back down.
His thumb is replaced by his mouth as he gently sucks and licks my clit.
My head starts to go side to side relishing the mounting pleasure in me.
Gasps and sighs are coming out quicker as I start getting closer.
He pauses to wipe his face and slides up between my legs to kiss me as he enters me deeply. I moan and gasp against his kiss as I start to tighten and quiver, holding him in place.
He groans "Oh, Mary" and begins to slowly thrust, grinding himself against me.
My gasps quicken as he bites and sucks on my neck, every part of my body sensitive to his administrations.
I begin to lower my hips and raise them up to meet his thrusts letting him hit my deeper pleasure spots.
Him sliding in and out of my slick center it's driving me mad, I need it so bad.
"Oh John, yes, please." I beg him to give me more.
His guttural moans makes it sound like he's restraining a caged beast within him.
My hands are on his hips and I feel bliss building getting me even closer to the plateau.
In my lust filled and hazed state words slipped from my mouth, " Oh, John, I love you."
His hips paused for a moment, a fraction of a second and it takes me longer before I'm able to realize what I've done.
It doesn't matter anymore as he crashes his lips onto mine and kisses me ferociously as his hands keeps him the perfect distance above me.
His pace quickens as our craving, our longing, makes everything disappear around us and its just our two bodies locked in passion.
I''m so close tears are forming in my eyes, not sure if I can take much more before I explode.
I'm whimpering from the constant onslaught of pleasure making me tighten, getting closer to that moment of release.
"Say it again, Mary. Please say it again." yearning desire evident in his low rasping voice. I can tell he's right there about to explode too.
The tears fall from the corners of my eyes as my voice comes out as brittle as I feel, "John, I Love you."
My hands have worked up to the sides of my head and he intertwines his with mine.
He kisses me and releases the beast he was restraining and drives his cock hard and deep inside of me.
He stays there deep in me as he grinds himself against me as I peak, my body clenching like a vise making me cry out with his moans, as he joins me.
It's like a damn explosion went off and there's nothing but this pulsing wave of pleasure and our sounds.
Euphoria envelopes us and we tremble and shake, quivering together sharing light kisses as we begin out descent.
He wipes the tears from my cheeks as he kisses me softly and moves to lay next to me on his side.
He looks at me simply radiating joy with his smile and the glow in his eyes giving me a light kiss on the head as I curl up into his arms.
All I can think is how badly I'm going to break his heart in a few weeks when I have to end things, so he can actually have a life with someone else. That stupid fairy, this gift is more of a curse than what I would ever consider to be a gift.
I'll handle the pain when it's time, for now I'll enjoy him. I snuggle my head like a cat into his chest and we hold each other close and fall asleep.
.....
'DAMN IT MARY DOUGLAS, SIN REALLY DOES SUIT YOU SO WELL. NOW LOOK WHAT YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT DOING TO BOTH OF YOUR HEARTS! IDIOT!'
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