The birds chipped so loudly outside my window,I felt the frustration rising upon me. I shoved my head under my pillow to make the chipping a bit softer. Finally peace,my body relaxed into the slumber.
^Should I tell mom or Jordyn first?^ a masculine voice occured just when I was in my enjoyable slumber. ^What if they don't approve of my engagement?^. I frowned my eyebrows "are those-" I didn't even bother myself instead I insisted on hearing his inner voice.
Everything then quiet down I groaned tossing my body over-,I found myself on the floor "Ah- ow that hurt" I held my lower back. A knock went off "Come in" I mumbled still adjusting myself to the pain "I heard noises,are you okay?" Andrew as while helping himself with my bed.
"I'm fine,is they something you want to tell mom and I?" I asked,making myself sit up. Andrew looked at me a bit confused "Uhm no...", "Why do you have to lie?" I asked him,crossed my arms over my chest.
"But I'm not lying Jordyn!" he yelled at me,I stood up reaching for my jacket and phone "I know your engaged to that- that..." I took a deep breath "that girl Ashlee,I don't like her" I put on my jacket and slid on my slippers "How do you know all this information?" he asked.
I ignored him and made my way out of my room huffing,why would he marry that girl?She just uses him a lot. I know this but my brother is just too blind to see it,I sighed bumping into a familiar touch "Mom!" I jumped back "Sorry about that dear,going some where?" she asked,I nodded and didn't take it further.
My walk to the supermarket was peaceful only the wind howling,the two sliding doors opened the mintue I got in multiple voices spoke at once. I Shut my eyes for a month "It's gonna be okay" I told myself. I clenched my jaw walking the Alley's humming to myself ^dammit,where is all of this^ the lovely feminine voice occurred.
I looked up,my eyes lit up that instant moment the same beauty I saw yesterday Audrey was standing a bit further from where I am. She was dressed in a flannel shirt,a black snapback,black Jean's and vans.
I caught myself drooling not literally but mentally,I could see her lip movements from here. I decided to approach her "Hey,need any help?" I asked politely,her facial expression was rather suprised when she faced me "Oh my,Jordyn!" she said with her lovely smile.
"Uh hey Audrey" I shoved my hands in my pockets "What brings you here?" she questioned facing me,I noticed a scar on her face I decided not to question about it ^I hope she doesn't ask about the scar^
"Dont worry I wont ask about what happened,uhm I was just here to uhh clear out my head...yeah!" I uttered a bit nervously, the voices came back can't people think elsewhere. I rubbed aggressively on my temple's "Hey,hey!" Audrey dropped her basket and held onto my shoulder's.
I looked at her with bloodshot eyes,everything quite down again like the time I met her yesterday. How was this possible? ^It will be okay Jordyn^ "Stop!" I yelled unexpectedly backing away from her embrace.
"Babe here you are" Another woman approached Audrey, who is she?. I inspected her by just looking at her up and down. "I'm sorry I gotta go" I excused myself and ran out the shop.
I slowed down the pace walking away from the store "Babe,what are you doing here?" I heard my girlfriend's voice causing me to turn around and I smiled immediately.
"Hey baby,uhm I was just clearing out my head. I have a lot going on" I bit my bottom lip, "Come over to mines then" she suggested,I looked into her eyes sensing the lust "If it's for sex then no."
She groaned "What?Are you scared we've been dating for 2 years!" she shouted,I simply just rolled my eyes "I don't wanna get into a heated moment and you finna be like 'Go easy on me' "
^Ugh this b*tch,I should end it^ a sweet feminine voice occurred "Fine then end it!" I yelled,she looked at me surprisingly "But- how-" she was left speechless.
"BuT- HoW-," I mocked, "Bullcrap,it's fine then this thing of you and I gotta go in the bin we done." I made my last statement and took my leave going back home.
Upon my arrival,I spotted Andrew and our foster mother sitting in the livingroom "Ah dear,you're back. come sit with us Andrew has something to tell us" she smiled at me,I didn't smile back "I don't wanna hear it,I'm going to my room" I left that instant.
I walked up the stairs and approached my room,I threw myself onto the bed and passed out instantly drifting away in my sleep.
a splash of water blessed my face,felt like I was drowning I sat up immediately "What?Who are you?" I asked in confusion,looking around. I used my hand to wipe the water on my face to get a clear vision "Again!?" I nearly shouted,Kelly nodded.
I groaned and layed back down on the wet bed and looked at my window "Call Audrey" I mumbled,with that being said the door bell went off. Kelly left my room and went downstairs.
A sweet scent of cologne blessed my nose filling the atmosphere,I grinned a bit "Well hello there" my favorite voice occured feeling the room "Hey Audrey". Kelly dismissed herself,Audrey closed and sat by my feet.
"What's wrong?"She asked,I sighed "It's the nightmares I keep having about that night,even more into the past" I explained.
"What happened in your past?" She asked with concern and interest. "It's gonna be a long story,are you willing to listen?" I questioned while sitting up.
"That's what I'm here for,to listen to your problems and help you to figure out a way to solve them" she gave off a sweet smile