[A/N] My beloved cat died last Saturday and until now my sister and I are traumatized. RIP Minggoy. Until now, there is a lingering shame and guilt I felt from my cat's death since I dewormed him again after a week when I should have waited after two-three weeks according to the internet. I just want him to get better since he was suffering from diarrhea and the man where we bought the dewormer told us to let him take it after a week. Now, he is dead because of me and it's my fault. I would never forget the fear in his eyes when he knew that he was going to die that day. I also had a booster shot last Monday and my arm hurts so bad since the vaccine booster was injected on my dominant arm. My fingers were all swollen and numb and I was a bit fine today. All the events that happened in February weren't conducive for writing. I apologize and thanks for waiting.
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