Deep down
I still want you
I still want you to come back
And stay one more time
We can make it work
I know it we can
I know you will hurt me
Like you always do
And each time you do
My heart breaks
Into millions of pieces
That I lost count of
And each time that I see you
I fall for you with so much ferocity
More than I did before
And living without you
Proves to be an imposible task
Because the heart wants what it wants
And my heart wants you
You always crawl back to me
When you are hurt
By the others
Because I can't hurt you
Neither can I stand to see you in pain
And that pains me so much
Its hard to get over you
Sometimes I dont want to get over you
Because loving you
Was the most beautiful thing
I ever knew
And your love was the most precious thing
Life ever gave me
I have seen you changing
And I have tried to hold on to you
With hopes that you will turn back
So you can look at me just one last time
And maybe then you will realise we're meant to be
I guess it is an impossible future tense
And I have to live with that
I have to live with the thoughts that you will never be mine
And it is not fine with my heart
But its time that I learn to let you go
I know its not easy
But is it supposed to be this hard?
With each day that passes
I feel like turning back
And look at you for the last time
Maybe you need me, like always do
Maybe you have realised its me that you want
Maybe you already changed your mind and want a future with me
But then again
Maybe its time to forget all about you
And start all over again