I am shadow of myself
Dark like the night that I am lost in
The demons in my heart
Took me hostage
And I willingly went aboard
I want to avenge
And hurt all those who wronged me
Because it is them that made me
This bitter and sad
That eventually I left my world
Mercy is just another word
That has meaning in the dictionary
But never in the world
The world I want to return to
With nightmares and fear
The angels beckon me
They are singing songs of peace
As they try to patch on me
And for a moment I might give in
But still I am bitter inside
And I dont know what to do anymore