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Chapter 20 - A LETTER TO MYSELF

I owe you soo many apologies

Soo many letters to write

And I know it doesn't make it right

I dont even know how to begin

Expressing my pleas and sorrow

For the bad things I've caused you

With and without my knowledge

I have forced you to blindly believe

On those who never even believed in themselves

I have led you to admire

Others who never realized their beauty

I have given you too much hope

To an extend of watering dead flowers

I wish I could turn back the time

There are alot of things I want to do

Differently

Alot of people I want them to be stories

Only meet and greet

There are alot of memories I want to abandon

But better late than never

I am sorry

For all the pain I've caused you

For all the tears you shed because of me

For all the sadness I poured on your smile

For all the burden you carried for me

For all the hurt I brought into your heart

And for all the scars because you fought for me

You deserve better

Actually you deserve the best

For always being there for me

I promise to make you happy

Always and forever

With everflowing peace

Good health and wealth

Thank you