GAIA
I let out a scream of struggle. All these unwanted feelings came back to me, all at once. It was insufferable. It was too much bear. I held my hand tightly to my head for all these old and stupid memories to stop coming, but they wouldn't. All tears of anguish and disappointments from all the past life came streaming down my eyes it was all too impossible to stop.
"S-stop!" I yelled. "Please." I have been trying to suppress these memories for so long. I don't want to remember my wife, Rachel's good deeds. I don't want to see the fresh warm food that she makes for me at the table. I don't want to hear the whisper of her love before we went to sleep. I don't want to miss the way I touched her when we make love. I don't want it. Make it stop. Please... Make it stop!
