SAMUEL
It wasn't his fault that he can't make the decision. I completely understand if he doesn't choose and I'll die anyway. Either way, whether I live or die I am still a human I don't have the life span that they have. Now that Kieran is no longer a normal human being. It is best if he can stay with someone who can live as long as me. So I knew with me gone it is the best decision. So, how can he be so cruel?
Proposing to me about marriage when he can't come to a decision and telling me to rule by his side? That's just being ridiculous I don't have the strength or the right kind of body to do so.
It's tempting to say yes and let him slip that ring into my finger, but I am not ready at least not in this kind of moment. I can't. I just can't.
