''ahm? you're enrolling here too?'' I asked
''Yeah, i guess so.'' he answered while looking away.
''Why do you sound so disappointed?'' i ask again. I saw how his jaw move, that was beautifult tho. Iliterally don't know where I got the urge to talk to him and open that topic. I somehow feel so comfortable with him. That was kinda odd of me.
''Well, at first I don't want to enrol here because this school is kinda small and I wanted to go for some international ones. But..'' he stopped talking and gave me a sincere smile. IM kinda curious what's his reasons so I ask him ''But what?''
''But I met you and accidentaly?i guess? we enrol here together.'' I don't get his point and im kinda shy about what he just said. Seriously? what's up with him? Is he really this friendly? Or he likes me?lol what the hell?
''Hey, im serious!'' and then he chuckle ''I feel so much comfortable with you, I hope you feel the same way to'' he gave a sweet smile and then look at his envelope again.
''Uhh i kinda feel awkward at first but I swear that i feel so comfortable talking to you today.'' i simply dropped that line.
Moments later the girl at the desk called my name, a sign that I have to be ready to talk to the School's head now.
''Goodluck, give your best shot'' he said. I wanted to thank him but I am so nervous and just simply give him a smile as sign of me being thankful. Did he get that? well, hope so.
''Hi, Goodmorning Sir'' igreeted the man who will be my new Director. oh that doesn't sound right. Let me erase that.
''Goodmorning! So... your name is? Xyszia Wyn..''
The atmosphere here is getting awkward, i have to admit that thing.
5 minutes after he asked me personal things like names, where did i go for high school and what my parents do for living he stop and stare to me for a solid minute and asked ''What do you want to be 10 years from now?''
I was stunned. Not that I don't want to answer the question but because I don't want them to know what's going on to my head when someone ask me what the fuck I want to do in my life years after.
I think for a solid minute if I am going to say honest things or made up words to brighten his face a lil bit.
But my heart told me to be true.. to say what my plans and what kind of future a picture in my head.
''I am going to be honest,Sir. I believe that happiness is not something ready-made. Im expecting that you like answers that are true so I am going to start by saying that I don't have any plans 10 years from now.'' i chuckle a bit, trying to loosen up. ''Sometimes It's hard to keep your dreams alive. That's the main reason why I don't have plans. I am very incompetent and inconsistent type of person, i just go with the flow and learn things everyday. Explore. Live.''
He looked at me with curious eyes and said ''Do you know that, 20 years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do?'' My heart skipped a bit but I know and I am determined to say and continue my line.
''Ahm yes I know that I am going to regret something, someday. I just want to start where I am right now. To use what I have and do what I can. There are some who lives in the dream world and there are some who face reality. I belong to the 25% who faced reality today.''
The interview ended and I think the Director is happy with my answers, well i hope so. This is the only Engineering school that I want to belong. I wanted to graduate here and get a life.
I noticed that the guy I met in the hospital is interviewed by different staff here in this university. Maybe there's many student trying to enrol here today.
''Hi!'' he greeted me. I also notice that he is smiling widely.
''Did you break a leg?'' Im trying to ask him is he do great with the interview but I think he took my question seriously. ''Hey, Im asking if you did great, you're so out of your mind''
''Call me Zemiel you idiot.'' I was stunned because he jsut called me an Idiot! Wow! the guts.
''Im Xyszia'' upon mentioning my name he turn his attention to me and look at me with big eyes
''I FCKING THOUGHT THAT YOUR NAME IS ERIKA HAHAHAHAH'' and then yes he bursted out with a laugh now. Everyone in the hallway is looking at us right now. What an actual fck who like an attention. Oh my god I want toknow where did he gather up the guts hes showing right now.
''Stop laughing will you?''
We ralked alittle and decided to go home. He asked me if I am going the with the same direction as him and yes. So.. we are walking together now while he is looking at the sky and smiling.
''I really believe that my future depends on what I do today'' he said
''Yeah, i guess so.''
I am taking the right street now so I stopped and said ''My house is over there, so i guess we have to part ways here.'' i pointed the street
''oh? you live in this block?'' he curiously asked whhile giving me big eyes
''Yes'' i simply answered
''I live at exactly at the left block'' he pointed my left side ''Right over there.''
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