At night, Bhavika couldn't sleep. She didn't know what she was feeling but she was uneasy. Why isn't her life is simple like others? she didn't know it was good thing that she met Vijay or not? Even, she wasn't sure if she didn't meet Vijay, she would accept Raj or not
She knew it was only excuse to reject Raj that she was once his brother's women. She felt burden what Raj did for her because she couldn't give him anything in return. She never asked for his help but he was always to help her and her family.
It's midnight and she was drinking water one after anonther to ease her heart and mind but nothing was helping. Her heart and mind were also in mess because of Vijay's presence. Even, he didn't say a word to her but always felt his gaze on her. She didn't know it's illusion or not but she felt it way.
Looking at Mishti and Vijay interaction, She was also confused. She talked Reema about it but Reema was also confused that's why they didn't reach any conclusions till yet. They decided to leave the mansion as soon as possible and never came back here. She rejected Elder Rathore's offer directly that's why she was sure he will never mention this matter anymore. May be, he will give order to Raj not have any contact in future. She has no problem it but she has her selfishness. She was scared that if Vijay would know Raj and she was not getting married, how will he react?
She laughed mockingly herself. He now moved on. she was over thinking. She helplessly took water bottle for drinking another glass, but the bottle was empty. She looked Mishti who was sleeping soundly. Mishti may ask water in middle night and she has to prepare water before. that's why she thought to take another water bottle from kitchen. She stood up and came out from room. She shut the door carefully behind her and took steps towards Kitchen. There was dim light into corridor and she was taking steps carefully to not wake up anyone and disturb anyone's sleep. But unexpectedly, Someone caught her. She opened her mouth to shout panickly but he covered her mouth with his hand, "Shhh... it's me." Bhavika's mind and body calmed down to hear his voice. When he noticed her calmness, he took away his hand from her mouth. He hugged her tightly and sniffed her smell to calm down himself. his hand were roaming her back hardly.
Her body was calm but her heart rate were increasing. Her mind was in mess what's going on. She whispered, "Let me go.... someone will notice..."
Before she finished, she was lifted into air immediately. She gasped but tried not to sound out. She held him tightly to fear off fall down.
In another minute, they were into his room and he closed the door behind them. She felt ground under her feet but suddenly he turned her around and hugged her by back. He didn't want to show her his emotions now. He was weak and she was his weakness. She felt his breath of her neck and she shivered. She thought she didn't need any man in her life because she never felt anything for opposite sex and What happened back then? There was a scar into her heart but her desire woke up from his simple touch. He was kissing her neck and exposed shoulders and she gulped her saliva to moisturize her throat.
He said in sexy voice, "Here nobody disturb us." he knew she doesn't like anybody sees her into that state.
She said in hoarse voice, "You are drunk. We will talk later in morning."
He sucked her shoulder skin and roamed his tongue. He tasted and smelled her before many years but she was not changed. He lost his control. It's true he was drunk but he knew what he was doing. His angel side was saying to not do anything but his demon side was enjoying her feel and wants more.
She couldn't control herself because of his torture and moaned, "Vijay." She wanted him to stop but her voice was not showing what's she wanted to say.
He only kissed her neck and shoulder but hearing his name from her mouth, he lost his control. He bite her and she called his name again.
He warned her with heavy breath, "Don't call my name from your mouth."
Her heart stopped to beat. She recalled he always demanded her to call his name but now he wanted her not take his name. her heart was aching with pain but she heard his voice again, "Otherwise, I can't control himself and claim you mine again..... now in my bed."
After hearing it, she felt something running into her skin. Her angel side denied to call his name again while her demon side wanted to try again and see if he would do it or not.
She gasped for breath because the atmosphere of room changed and it's hard to control herself. She closed her mouth with her both hands because of his torture. His hands were running on her body shamelessly while his lips and tongue were running her neck and shoulder skin.
He control himself not to touch her chest which were his favourite but his hands were deceived him. He only smelled her to calm down himself but he couldn't resist himself to do further anymore.
Bhavika didn't struggle that's why he wanted more and more. At last, he sniffed her smell many times and asked with gritted teeth, "Bhavika why did you do it with me? Why did you leave me? Had you never feeling for me? I could give anything what you want.... what you demand.... but why did you do it? Why did you cheat on me with my brother? if it was anyone else, I kill him and take you back to me but he is my brother. Damn it, I can't hurt him."
When Bhavika heard it, she felt someone dropped her bucket of cold water in winter season. There was anger into her heart. She asked in bitter voice, "If I say I never cheat on you before and after, will you believe me?"
There was silence between them. He left her but turned her towards his face. He looked at her eyes with expectation, "Then why didn't you say it that time? why didn't you test me I would believe you or not?"
Actually, she was scared that he would not believe her and she would be heartbroken. She pursed her lips and said with determination, "i didn't accept it. It's him who said it and it's you who believed it?" It's true she didn't say any single words. she was only crying. He thought she was feeling guilty. When he cleared what happened exactly that time? he was regretted that why he restricted himself to meet her and talk her in those years. He knew her mother didn't like him and never her to be with him and she was filial to her mother.
He held her waist and pulled her into his arms. She put her both hands between their bodies. He looked at hands and said honestly, "I believed you if you say so. I don't care of you cheat or not."
She glared him and asked with gritted teeth, "Do you think me that type of girl? Actually, you never trust me."
It was right but he couldn't say loudly because he had his insecurities. He was not angry but amuse to hear it, "Don't overthink Bhavika. I trust you but I am only saying fact. I can understand that you didn't want with me. You want your freedom. But Why didn't you come back when you were pregnant?"
She lowered her head and said in low voice, "I was scared because you didn't want child. But I want child." She couldn't say loudly that he would ask her to abort child.
Vijay was shocked. He held her chin up and their eyes met, "Who said I didn't want child. It's our child tell me why I didn't want it?"
Bhavika said in anger, "I know you didn't want that's why don't lie to me. I overheard your and Aditya conversation that day when we went to checkup. I heard with my ears you told him you don't want child." Vijay tried to recall that day what happened. His eyes got sharpen, "Did you overhear our conversation? what did you more hear?" Bhavika told firmly, "I didn't hear further because I left immediately."
He picked her up and sat on bed. he made her sit in his lap when she didn't struggle and sat firmly. He took her face into both of his hands and said with affection, "Baby, you didn't heard whole and assumed yourself further. it's true I didn't want child that time because you were young. Our relationship was not good that time. There were many conflicts into our relationship and I didn't want to our children's childhood effected because of us. and your responsibility increased because of child. I didn't want you to be burden."
She puffed her cheeks and glared, "You could have sex with me but not want me to be burden because of child."
He was stunned to hear it because it was right. He composed himself and answered honestly, "Because I want to give our children a good family's atmosphere. I don't want them to suffer what I suffered. You don't know about my childhood. My parents loved each other but their thinking were different. It's effect on my childhood. I don't want it repeat. I wanted when our relationship had improved.
Bhavika tell me how did you get pregnant when you are taking pills?" bhavika opened and closed her mouth many times but at last said finally, "I think it's coincidence. After all, pills are not hundred percent safe."
Vijay chuckled, "baby, they were high quality. There was no chance you to get pregnant if you were taking pills. it's me who changed the pills because I want our children. I want you to be my children's mother. I thought our relationship was improving. You had feelings for me but I didn't know I was wrong. You never had feelings for me." There was sadness into his voice and Bhavika's heart ached with pain.
She bit her lips and said in low voice, "It's not true. You know Mishti is your daughter. if it's true why would I give birth to her."
He didn't expect that he heard it from her mouth. He knew Mishti was his daughter. but... does she have...
She continued, "You said that you will find me if I eloped. I had hope you will find me sooner or later. But as the time passed, you didn't come. I was hurt but one day, I got to know I was pregnant. I wanted to give birth her. I made mom agreed.
But you found me as you promised me. I was scared that you didn't want child that's why you might hurt the child. I wanted to give birth her and confess to you later after she would get three months. If you didn't accept her, mom could take care of her. but...."
Vijay was feeling uneasiness into his heart. But he wanted to hear what she was thinking that time. He tried to control his voice as calm as possible but failed, "But what..... bhavika?
Bhavika looked at distance. Her voice was anger and sad same time, "But you was with your new lover. You was happy with her. You moved on. You don't need me. What's the use to come back and confess you when you forgot me?"
Vijay was speechless to hear it. He looked at her with shocked and asked with confusion, "Me.... with another women... when?" But bhavika glared him with anger. Suddenly, he started to think why she was saying it. he recalled what happened exactly that time. but he wanted to tease her first. He grinned and asked with asumed, "Baby, were you jealous?" He waited for this day since many years.
Bhavika glared him more, "What nonsense are you spouting." She tried to stand up from his lap but he held her tightly.
He chuckled loudly and hugged her tightly, "I am sorry baby. I will not tease you more. Let me explain myself." When she stopped struggle, he continued, "I was not with any women since you came to my life. I can swear with my life.
She came here for business purpose. I didn't know grandpa arranged her that time. That photos were edited and media made it issue as per grandpa's instructions. I got to know next day when the news spread. I threw her outside the country and she is not allowed to come back here again. If you want me to prove, I can prove it. I am telling truth."
After thinking something, she asked with raising her eyebrows, "Then why didn't you stop the news or give the statement it's fake like last time?"
He said firmly, "Bhavika, I never cared about it. I didn't know you know it or not but I had many scandals before you came into my life. There were many which were fake. I never gave explanation because I thought it's unnecessary what's other think about me. but Last time, we were together. I didn't want you to misunderstanding anything. Your thoughts were important for me. I cared about your thinking.
But you are forgetting you left me. You run away from me. you didn't want me. then what were you expecting me? Should I have give clarify? but why and to whom?"
After hearing it, Bhavika felt guilty. It's true he gave her everything and what did she give him return?
She lowered her head and apologized, "I am sorry." She didn't know what to say more. If she told him truth that time, he wouldn't hurt because of her.
He held her chin and looked in her eyes, "Are you seriously feeling guilty?"
She nodded her head because it's true. He smiled and said with determination, "Then never leave me again." She thought he would scold her or anger with her but....
she opened her mouth to say something but he captured her lips with his happily. She was his... she is his... she will be his.... he never let her go. Actually, he wanted to kiss her when she said she didn't cheat but he wanted to clear everything what happened that's why he restricted himself. Bhavika didn't accept it from him but she was feeling happy. As his lips touched her, she started to give him response. Getting her response, he was enlightened. His hands entered into her clothes. he closed the distance between them. Even air couldn't pass between their bodies. Bhavika wrapped her hands on his neck.
When she was breathless, He stopped the kiss and looked her flushed face. He wiped her lips from his tongue and chuckled, "It seemed you forgot to take breath." Her face got more red as he said it. He laid back on bed with happy mood and she was on his. She put her head on his chest and felt relaxed into her heart after many years. They laid in silent on bed only their heartbeats could be hear.
He wanted to claim her now but there was something he needed to do first. He took many deep breath to control himself and told her, "Bhavika, get ready."
Bhavika looked at him with questioning. He chuckled, "Wear something decently. we have to go somewhere."
Bhavika asked in confusion, "Where?" it's only 3 am. Where can they go at night?"
He pecked her lips, "You will get know soon."
She said with blinking her eyes, "But Mishti?"
He smiled to hear about his daughter, "I will tell maid to take care of her untill we come back."
She nodded and started to take steps but he hugged her again and said pittiful, "What do I do? I can't afford to stay away from you even one second."
She smiled, "But don't you want me get ready?"
He laughed lightly, "What about I change first then I will help you change?"
Even, there was nothing to hide between them but it's many years ago. She blushed. He said helplessly, "Ok, you go first otherwise we would not go." When Bhavika understood what's he wanted to say, she rushed out from his room and he laughed loudly.