After finishing his work, Vijay looked at Bhavika who was looking wall in front of her. The opened book and notebook were in front of her table and pen was in her mouth like it's her habit. He also noticed during dinner that she was distracted. But he didn't take it seriously. He called her, "Bhavika"
Bhavika looked at him with questioning look. He waved his hand in air, "Come here"
She stood up and went towards him. As usual,. he sat her on his lap and asked in low voice, "What happened? What are you thinking seriously?"
She looked at him and tried to say. She opened and closed her mouth many times. She wanted to say him but she didn't know how will he react.
there were going to start semester exams in her college. She already missed one month study. She could only study untill he didn't come or he had work to do. And in night, he tortured her that she felt tired whole day. She couldn't take proper rest because of study even she didn't complete her half syllabus. She was worried if she didn't study, she will failed in exams. Because of his torture, sometimes, she slept into classroom.
Looking at her hestitation look, he held her chin with his fingers and asked in cold voice, "Did you do some mistakes that you are feeling guilty and couldn't tell me?"
She blinked her eyes. She immediately understood that he misunderstood her. She shook her head like drum rattle, "No, it's not like it."
he asked with disappointment, "Then what Bhavika? tell me directly what do you wanna say?"
he didn't like that she hid from him something. He felt insecure in his heart.
She gulped her saliva and said in low voice with lowering her head, "I want to go home for some days."
He held her tightly and said one by one word, "Here is your home. where do you wanna go? Huhh?"
She looked at her with scared, "my mom's home."
he gritted his teeth, "Why Bhavika? don't I allow you stay with your mom once in month? Do you wanna leave me? Do you wanna escape from me?"
She pursed her lips, "no, Vijay. It's for some days, After some days, I will...."
Before she say further, he captured her lips with her. His kiss was demanding, dominating abd rudely. It felt he would swallow her whole.
After leaving her lips, he warned, "No.. you are no allowed to stay away from me. How dare you to ask me about it?"
He gripped her tightly and got up. He rushed to bedroom and threw her bed almost. She was in horror to look at him like that. She recalled that day when he forcefully took her. He came on her with flaming eyes and torn her clothes. he threw them away and said, "You are more daring because I am nice to you since last days.. Huhh?"
he entered her forcefully and bit her neck. the tears came her eyes and she cried in pain, "Vijay please..."
He put his lips on her lips, didn't let her say further and increased his speed. he tortured her rudely and harshly untill she fainted. She cried and begged to stop but he didn't listen her.
He noticed her motionless body underneath him. He frowned and looked at her face. He immediately stopped to look her tears were on her side eyes. He got up from her and wiped her tears with his fingers. he grabbed his hairs with his both hands with frustration. He almost lost his control today again.
After few minutes, he covered her with quilt, kissed her forehead. He worn his clothes and went to study room.
In study room, he sat on his chair. He rarely smokes. He finished whole packet cigarette within few minutes. the room was covered with smoke. He crushed the remaining cigarette on plate and thought, 'why? Why does she want to leave him? He gave her everything. He provided her everything which her mother can't. Even, he allowed her to do what she wants. He gave her luxury life. Why is not she happy with him? Why doesnt she satisfy with him? He can give her everything but he can't allow her to let her stay away from himself. No, he will never allow. It's her destiny to stay with him and he will do anything. He is her destiny and he will prove it to her.'
Then he recalled last time when he forced her and she took sleeping pills. His heart hurt to remember it. He immediately stood and rushed to bedroom. He almost lost her last time. he will never let it happen.
He came into bedroom and looked at her. She was sleeping soundly. He sat beside her and stroked her hairs. There were a lot of emotions into his eyes. He sat like that whole night and kept watch to her. He was afraid that if he wasn't with her, she would hurt herself again.
The following morning, as she opened her eyes, she saw Vijay was in front of her. He looked her opened eyes and tried to smile, "you wake up?"
She nodded slowly. He bent and hugged her tightly, "Do you hate me?" He didn't want to see hatred into her eyes.
She startled to his sudden hug but she laid there silently. Her body was aching because of his last night torture. She thought, 'does she hate him?'
She opened her mouth and told truth, "No"
He got stunned to hear it. did he hear something wrong? He maintained himself and left her and sat straight. it was enough for him that she didn't hate him.
He took her into his arms and sat on bathtub. He cleaned her. During cleaning, he saw marks on her body. He frowned why he lost his control last night.
After cleaning, he applied the medicine on her. there was silence between them. Nobody said a word to each other. She had habit of it. After torturing her, he took care of her as it was not his fault.
After getting ready, they went to dinning table. Dishes were on table but there was nobody else except two of them.
After preparing breakfast for them, He send Santa. They ate on silent as usual.
After wiping his mouth with towel, he asked in low voice, "Are you full?" He saw she stopped to eat a few moments ago. She nodded. He looked into her eyes and said, "Let's talk bhavika."
She looked at him with blinking. She wanted to know what he wanted to say her.
He told her, "I didn't want to do it but last night I couldn't control myself. I promise I will try to not lose control in future. but Bhavika, don't say again you want to stay away from me. one night is enough for me. I willn't allow you until I will get bored. you understood?" he knew very well that he will never get bored but he didn't want to scare her.
She lowered her head and nodded. He held her chin with his fingers and looked into her eyes, "tell me why do you want to stay with your mother?"
He lost control himself last night when he heard she wanted to stay away from him. but when he thought later, he decided to ask her and know the reason.
she chewed her lips and told, "Actually, you know I already missed one month college and there is semester exams after two weeks. I didn't finish my half syllabus till yet. I couldn't study here because I get distracted. I am afraid if I will fail in this semester. that's why..."
She didn't say more. She was afraid that if she finished her sentence, he will get angry again. After all, yesterday he got angry to hear it.
he looked at her who was looking down and playing with her fingers. He was pleased to hear that she got distracted because of him.
He asked innocently, "Bhavika, why do you get distracted because of me?" he held her chin and looked into her eyes.
As their eyes met, Her heart skipped from its place. that's why she looked away and thought, 'dont you know?'
Ofcourse, he knew but he wanted to hear from her mouth. When he looked her pursing lips, he smirked and pecked her lips. He told, "Any way, I let you continue study because you want. If you failed, it's doesn't matter."
She looked at him shocked, "but if I didn't get better grades, how will I get better job in future?"
He wanted to laugh. He is incharge of one big group of this city and his girl is worried for a simple job.
He told sincerely, "You don't need to do job or do you think I will let you do job?"
He held her wrist and took her into study room. He went to his table, opened the drawer and took out a card. He put into her hand and said, "it's password is your birth date. You can spend as much as you like."
She looked at card which was on her hand and then looked at him. she returned the card and said firmly, "I don't want for earn myself but for my mom. Do you think she will accept your money? And how will I explain to her?"
First time, he was speechless because she was right. There is no name of their relationship into society. And her mother never accept their relationship and his money... never.
He sighed and sat on chair. He made her sit on his lap. He sniffed her smell for calm down himself. She let him do and didn't say anything because it's true there is nothing for discussion to them. It's fact and nobody can deny it. After few minutes, he opened his mouth, "I have a plan."
She looked at him confusion. he looked into her eyes and continued, "I will appoint her into my company."
She denied, "No,I won't let my mother to do job. Her health is not good and I won't give her stress."
He pursued his lips and put his finger on her lips, "Shhh bhavika. let me finish first. I know her health is not good. Don't worry her job will not be stressful. and I give you my word your mother doesn't need to do more. it's relaxing job. I will order to her seniors that they will take care of her. And bhavika think about it. She lives alone. There is nobody to take care of her. in company, she will be surrounded by peoples. It will give her mind to peace."
Bhavika thought and thought about it again. He was looking at her expression. He was upset that she thought about her mother but not about him. She cares about her mother but what about him? does she ever think about him?
After thinking, Bhavika asked, "no, she will know about us."
Vijay stroked her cheeks, "Don't worry she will not know about us."
Even, he wanted to tell her mother and everyone that she is only his. But he needs to keep patience and plan to tell everyone at right time as she will never refute him.
Bhavika blinked her eyes and opened her mouth, "But..."
he put his finger on her lips again, "no but.... I will handle everything. you don't need to worry about it." And he wanted to say, 'but only think about me.' but he restrained himself to say it.
She agreed but she was confused it's right or not.
That day, he didn't go office and she didn't go college. She was tired that he let her sleep while he was doing work into study room. She slept almost whole day. Even, she skipped the lunch. Vijay checked her many times but she was sleeping soundly without care anyone.
It's evening time, he came into bedroom and looking at her sleeping, he amused. She was really sleeping more than ten hours. He sat beside her and caressed her forehead with affection, "Bhavika"
She felt his warmth touch on her forehead and hummed with sleeping voice, "hmmm"
He chuckled, "wake up now. It's evening. Let's eat something."
She didn't response but moved other side. He didn't get angry but climbed on bed from other side and laid beside her. He took her into his arms and whispered into her ear, "If you didn't get up now, I will kiss you."