Hello! Not as long as a break this time, just a month instead of like, four! I'm adapting to my schedule and trying to get myself to write more. I'm very nervous about Wattpad taking my book down, since im a gore/horror writer, and the app is being turned "kid friendly" or whatever by Webnovel since they purchased it. My book may get removed due to its rather not kid friendly content. I most likely will switch over to A03 in that case. The only real reason this chapter finally was pushed to be finished was because a reader of this book, a friend that reads this
yelled at me to finish it, and my co-writer @_boi_201 yelled at me as well.
TRIGGERS
Slight body mutilation
Panic attack
Gaslighting
Manipulation
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As Sydney's breaths got shallower, her grip on her chest got tighter. She began to shake more, feeling the grip of where the creatures had grabbed her, although she couldn't see them. She could feel their cold hands attatched to her and clawing at her skin, digging deep into her muscles. She felt blood running down her arms. She began to hiccup with her sobs, those cold, so very cold, dead hands on her arms making her shiver and start to cry even harder. Sydney shook violently, curling herself into a protective ball as she felt arms wrap around her. "Are you alright love?" She heard Nikki question, and tensed up in fear and panic. Nikki felt the tensed up muscles and began to rub Sydney's back, cooing at her gently to calm down.
Sydney began to relax slowly, feeling her mind slow a little at the gentle rubbing. She felt Nikki gently pick her up and flip her so she's facing her. Sydney looked at her quietly, feeling tears continue to roll down her face. Nikki pulled her hand up to her face, wiping away tears as she spoke "what happened dear?" Sydney began to sob again as she choked out and recanted the nightmare to Nikki. She listened to Sydneys tear filled explanation, and spoke. "It is your fault though." Sydney froze, allowing Nikki's words to sink in. "W-what?" Nikki shrugged, speaking slowly, "I said, it is your fault." She paused again to watch Sydney's reaction. "If you hadn't talked and let them flirt with you, then you wouldn't have caused their deaths." She stated this bombshell of information like it was not big deal.
"I...I caused all of that?" Nikki could feel Sydney shaking, her eyes wide as she tried to process all of this information at once. "Mhm, and now that you're here with me, you won't cause any more death since you're with me." Sydney felt her mind shatter, feeling herself get dizzy as she tried to take in everything Nikki had told her, and saw the edges of her vision begin to fade as she felt her eyes begin to slowly slip shut.
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