Fae bit her lip and tried to think about the pros and cons of seeing Ren again. She did miss the man. Really missed him.
Her lonely nights in her flat were heavy and depressing. However, Fae realized that she shouldn't think about Ren anymore. Ren didn't know Fae had lied about her pregnancy.
Now Ren treated her well because he thought Fae just went to cool off and someday would come back to him. If Ren found out that Fae was actually pregnant, maybe his attitude would change.
Fae still remembered Ren's every word how he didn't want her to get pregnant. Those words were very hurtful and made Fae realize that she and Ren didn't want the same thing.
She must be able to toughen up and hang on. She had to try to distance herself as much as possible from Ren. Slowly, if Ren could meet her, he would definitely let Fae go.
With those thoughts, finally, Fae wrote a reply to her husband.
[Sorry, I can't do it this weekend.]
