Damien could feel the darkness of his past consume him little by little. The guilt and shame of what he did was eating him alive. The endless possibilities of what could have happened, if he didn't do what he did. He always thought she was at fault. He was so self-centered that he didn't wanted to see or look out for Lillian. And when he did, I was already too late.
He didn't know what more to expect from life. He was already defeated. He lost people he loved, and now after tell Vaidehi, how f*cked he is, she will leave him too. He was sure of it. He has gone so deep in self loathing that he was sure he was curse. A curse that always snatched people he loved. Just one mistake–a mistake that he made by assuming thing on his on.
He loved her.No doubt on that , but the mistake that he did. That made him no less than his father. He was never there for Damien and he did the same with Lillian.
