You know what let me just not this was strictly just fucking, filling each other's sexual needs. No need to get all I'm my own head.
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The next day has come and things are weird with kasim. He is in the room with June but is daydreaming about something. Kasim kasim are you alright asked June. Kasim looks at his face. Sorry I was spacing out are you fine or bored said kasim. Well can we just talk about stuff asked June in a shy voice. You know you sure are cute sometimes kasim accidentally said. June blushes and looks away. Grown men can't be cute you ass wipe joked June. Kasim laughs. Well I guess so but you somehow proved that wrong kasim said with a sly smirk. Oh yeah sure said June. Let's talk later I'm kinda tired still said June. Kasim smirked and slaps his ass before walking out hearing June yelling profanity's at him. Maybe he isn't that bad, uh why am I over thinking just stop brain said kasim.
He gets a chair and sits down. I can't help thinking about my family when I'm with him.
~Kasim personal memory daydream~
Hey king come here and grab the bowl for mommy darling said Linda kasim's mother. He runs from his room that has pictures of motorcycles and summoning cycles on the out wall. He was about 15 years old wearing black tight jeans and a rainbow colored shirt. I'm coming mom he yells as he slides down the stairs. Past the blue and green colored living room and into the kitchen. He grabs the stool and gets on top grabbing the clean bowl. Here you go ma what are you making he asked. Your favorite dumplings and rice noodles said his mother. Great can I help asked kasim. No dear go play with your friends I'll be here when you are done she smiled and kissed his head. Okay ma I'll be extra careful and then one day I'll make you something amazing too he said. She rubs his head and pushes him along. Don't forget your father is coming today so be extra good okay she said slightly nervous. I turn around and hug her. I understand ma love you kasim said. Love you too my king said his mother.
~daydream over~
My mother was the purest person I have ever known. My father though was a complete monster. He made me everything that I am today thought kasim. He took a deep breath in and laid his head on the table. I miss my mother. And I really hope that my father burns in hell way worse than I am going to thought kasim. He rolled his sleeve up on his left arm. The scars from when his father would cut him with objects around their house. Kasim then gets up. I have to meet with my friend later today this is such a shitty situation I'm in. But fuck it I'm not gonna be fazed by nothing kasim thought out loud.
June was still plotting his escape. But he kinda didn't want to die at such a young age. And he would definitely miss that mega monster dick that he had yesterday. But he wasn't sure what they were gonna do to him but he knew he wanted no part of it. So he had to think really long and hard about it. Maybe he could do something if he had just one hand untied from the rusty bed. Then he looked at just how rusty the bed was. He could definitely use that to his advantage later he tought. Suddenly he heard singing. It was actually quite enjoyable to listen to. But who was singing? He decided to just enjoy the singing of the person. And so for the first time he closed his eyes and actually relaxed. That was until the door opened revealing that the singer was kasim.
Relaxing now are we said kasim in a slightly playful manner. June was silent. Oh what happened you finally scared of me said kasim in a harsher voice then he intended it to be. June's eyes widened. No it's just I was in shock that it was you sing is all he said to the captor kasim. You know if you just stop struggling you would be in a lot less pain said kasim in a light caring voice. Plus I promise we won't kill you he said to his kidnapped victim June. Really then why am I here than my father is poor and my mother won't spend any of he wealth on me said June. Shut up we didn't kidnap you for ransom money said kasim. Then why did you kidnap me yelled June. I don't fucking know and even if I did I couldn't fucking tell you yelled kasim back to June.
Wait so you kidnapped me and you didn't even bother to ask why said June with a condescending tone. How stupid and pathetic and brain washed you are June said under his breath. What was that said kasim. Repeat that you little trust fund bitch he yells with anger. Because life isn't simple especially not for me you don't even know the fucking half of it screamed kasim. June was scared like no other time. I'm...I'm sorr June was cut off by kasim. Nope I'm so stupid just shut the fuck up and don't talk to me unless it's absolutely necessary yelled kasim.
Then he ran out of the room. Kasim rolled up into a ball on the ground and thought about everything. It's not like I have a choice ever since Crystal did that for me I've been in here debt. Plus I didn't want to be like this I just wanted a job that was gonna help people but instead I became one of the human trafficking people. Damn like I really fucking hate you sometimes. But I'm making a vow to myself to not let anything happen to June as long as I'm here kasim says.
What did I just do thought June. I might like him as a person but did I judge him too quickly, was he also a victim of environment thought June. Oh shit my sister morgana is coming in town in 5 days just what the hell is going to happen to her or worse me. Maybe it's someone who hates me that sent these people to kidnap me and hurt me. Goodness I really can't stand this I think. And how come it's only me and kasim here were are the other two at thought June.
Kasim a few hours later gets two text messages. One from his friend saying that she can't make it and to reschedule for another day. And second from his partners saying that things are delay there so they are coming back. And kasim was feeling pure dread at the thought of it. No matter what happens I need to protect him and change my life thought kasim. Not because I want to be with him or anything but because I want to be a better person.
Is it really possible though. I mean just what are they planning to do with the banker June Bane?