Evie's POV
Welp it finally happened I died. I'm going to the fiery gates of hell. Before I had nothing to live for but now I have Lucas. The last words that I said to him are still fresh in my mind.
"I love you, and I'm so happy that your my mate". I'm glad that I finally told him how I felt at least now I get to die knowing that he knows I love him.
I slowly opened my eyes expecting to see hell but instead all I saw was darkness. Was I not good enough for hell, ouch universe. I looked around but there was nothing not a single thing.
You know I think this might just be worse then hell at least hell is something this is just nothing. For some reason rage took over my body and I broke out into a sprint.
No matter how long I ran or where I ran it was all the same darkness. I collapsed onto the floor and cried. I cried for the life that I lost, I cried for everything that I never got to do, I cried for the home that I never truly had but most of all I cried for my mate who I'm never going to see agin.
I was a selfish brat when I meet him. I should have never been so stubborn when we first met. I should have just accepted him. We could have been happy but instead I pushed him away and hurt him. He didn't deserve to get stuck with me as a mate. He should of had some one better then me.
A blinding flash of light interrupted my thought. I hissed in pain and squeezed my eye shut trying to keep they light out of them.
"Look at me my child" I herd a soft angelic voice say to me. I slowly looked up to no longer find myself surrounded by darkness but instead a beautiful field.
There where bright colorful flowers littered everywhere. The grass was bright green and soft as a wolves pelt. The sky was a gorgeous crystal blue with the sun sparkling.
As beautiful as the scene was the woman in front of me was the most amazing thing that I have ever seen.
She had skin that looked like it was kissed by the sun it's self. Her hair was a lovely shade of brown with blond highlights that the sun hit perfectly. She had blue eyes that but even the bluest ocean to shame. It seemed as if she was glowing. Almost like she was a goddess.
I herd her laugh and released that she must have caught me staring. "You flatter me my dear child" she laughed.
I looked at her with a confused look. It was almost as if she could read my thoughts. "That's because I can dear" she told me.
"Wha... who are you" I stuttered out. "Well you see my child I am the moon goddess" she told me. Oh my gosh she must think I'm so disrespectful right now. WAIT, should I bow. I'm going to bow.
I bowed my head in respect not wanting to seem even worse the I must already look. "Pick your head up my child there is no need for that" she commanded while pushing my chain up with two of her fingers.
When she tucked me I felt warmth spread throughout my entire body. It not the same as the sparks that I get from Lucas, more like a motherly bond.
I felt my heart tug at the thought of Lucas. I miss him so much and I'm never going to be able to see him again. "That's what I wanted to speak to you about my child" she said to me.
I looked her in pure confusion, but a little bit of hope seeped into my heart. Maybe she knows of a way in witch I can communicate with Lucas.
"I am not her to tell you how to communicate with him" she told. I felt my heart brake at her words. "But" she continued "I am her to tell you that you must go back to him".
"What are you talking about I'm dead how am I supposed to go back to him" I asked her puzzled. "You are not dead my child you are simply in a coma" she replied.
"Wait you mean I'm not dead" I shouted as I stood up off of the ground. "That's correct, you are still alive but you have been in a coma for three months. Your mate desperately needs you and so does the pack they need their Luna" she told me.
"Please tell me how to go back you him" I pleaded to her. "Focus on your real body not what you see here. Focus on the little things what you hear, what you see, what you smell. Then focus on moving" she told me.
I ran up and hugged her and I felt her warmth surrounded me. "Thank you" I whispered to her. "Your welcome my child" she said to.
I did as she told me and tried to focus on using my Senses. After a little felt my body. Everything was to foggy though and I felt like I was slipping back into the darkness.
Focused on my hearing and tried to find out where I was. It took me a second but then I picked up something.
"Evie I'm going crazy without you. I need you right now. I need you to pull one of you crazy stunts or attack Thorn.
Please just come back to me. I can live without you. You make me a better person. You make me smile and laugh. You keep me on my toes. I know you try to seem tough but deep down you just a big softy and I love that about you.
I also know that if someone ever try's to hurt someone that you love then you would snap them in half. You never got to just live. You where so focused On surviving that you never got to live but you not have to do that anymore.
Your not a rouge anymore your my mate, my queen, my Luna, my everything. Please wake up my love, For me" I herd Lucas cry. I felt a tear fall on to what I'm guessing is the bed.
I wanted to comfort him so bad. I wanted to tell him that I'm ok and I'm right here with home but I couldn't talk or even move. It was as if I was frozen in place.
I felt him place I soft kiss on my knuckles before my hand was placed back onto my chest. I herd him sigh and stand up. That was my breaking point.
Focused ever last bit of energy that I had into speaking. "Only for you my love" I managed to say. My voice sounded awful. It was dry and scratchy but I was able to speak nonetheless.
I opened my eye to see a shocked looking Lucas. "Evie is that really you" he whispered to me. "The one and only" I croked out laughing a little at my stupidity.
Before I could even react I was tackled by my big ass mate. I was in a bone crushing hug in less then a second. "I love you and all but I kinda need to breath" I wheezed out.
"Oh right I'm sorry" he apologized to me before shifting our position to me sitting on his lap while he held me close to his chest. His back was agonist the headboard while his nose was buried in my neck.
"I've missed you so much. God I thought that you might have been gone forever" he said into my shoulder.
He brought his head out of my neck and looked at me in my eye and that's all that it took for me to break down in his arms.
"I thought I was never going to see you agin. I'm sorry I'm sorry that I'm such awful mate. This never would have happened if you would have gotten a better mate." I cried as I clutched onto his white shirt soaking it with my tears.
I felt his had under my chin as he made me look into his eyes before he said "there is not one other person on this planet who I would rather have as a mate. You are perfect even if you don't see it".
I cried even harder hearing his words. "But I was so selfish when we first met. I should've never pushed you away" I sobbed.
"Yes your stubborn and hardheaded but that's one of the things that I love most about you. You where given to me by the moon goddess and are mine just as I am yours" he told my while stroking my hair.
I simply nodded my head in response before laying it back on his chest. Even though I had just woken up from a three month long slumber I still felt mentally and physically exhausted.
"Go to sleep my love. I will still be here when you wake up" Lucas told me still stoking my head. The steady thump of his heart and him stroking my hair put me right to sleep but not before I said once more "I love you". I herd him respond with "I love you to my little angle" and with that I fell into a dreamless sleep.
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A/N:
it's almost over guys. The only thing left to write is the epilog. I will post that by the end of this month before any attacks me! I hope you enjoyed this chapter because writing this made me cry. Writing the spiking is probably going to make me bawl but I hope it's worth it. I love you guys!!!!