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Chapter 28 - ( • blood ice • )

I have traveled among a million lifetimes

Searching for a truth that doesn't exist

Hoping to find the meaning of it all

"Alright, it's been long enough," the tyrant turns

her glare to the guards standing behind her. She gestures for them to step forward from their vehicles. Looking to the mouth of the cave again, she feels a breeze of worry slice through her body. "Find her and bring her back."

I am a soldier of the cosmos

Watching the drops of divinity

Freeze below the surface

That holds a thousand years of evolution

Lost by man, but never by the earth it rests within

The soldiers behind her unholster their weapons, afraid of what might lie in the cave ahead. They draw near the entrance, their eyes peering through their scopes, and they maneuver themselves beneath the mouth. They enter and face the unknown with a pride that will soon be devoured in darkness.

I have found it

I have found where her heart is

Hidden behind everlasting ice

Deep within a cave, reflected by a black hole

As the light that may find it

Is consumed into nothing in an instant

Man requires a light to survive

As being surrounded in the dark

As if floating in space

Will kill them not because of the temperature

But rather the knowledge

Of how insignificant they are

To the vast universe that suffocates them

In its indistinct and devastating beauty

Stepping over the frozen cracks

Blinded for her safety

And seeing not with eyes

Nor anything in my body

But with my control

And my dying hope

That I will truly see once more

The meaning of my existence

The soldiers reach their hands to their helmets. They flick the flashlights attached above their ears to scan the opening. Pressing their boots against the ice, they leave the promising light of safety behind. Lurking ahead rests the greatest enemy they may ever face: nothingness. The soldiers continue deeper into the void. They watch as the walls change colors the further they move. Their eyes widen to the view of crimson, yet their sight has been stolen by the cave that breathes. Soon, it will choke them of their warmth and leave them alone with their nightmares.

I can feel her blood

Dripping from the icicles

Flowing through the walls

I can hear the faint pumps

Thumping below my feet

Captivating any other noise I've ever heard

And taking its throne as a vibration

I will never forget

I keep walking

I keep walking

Each step only seems to drown

In the beat of her heart

Hidden deep through a million layers

Of ice

Of ice

The soldiers shake their heads as they try to ignore the pounds that draw from the depths of the cave. The pulses are constant and ruthless. They try to call to their comrades beside them, but their voices drown in the vibrations that shake them into a violent dysphoria. The faint hints of death drip from the ceiling and fall onto their visors. They feel their heartbeats racing with the one beyond them, but fear only one will survive.

Getting louder and stronger

Bringing a reminder to those who dare to hear her

That she will rise one day

Her knowledge incomprehensible

To the minds of all creatures

For she is the queen of our reality

And she awaits the moment

We realize

What we really are

Who we really are

And whether we can find our purpose

On our own

The soldiers never halt their march. They begin to believe the crimson surrounding them may have come from their comrades, and they shiver with the haunting thought that they may bleed the same. The heartbeat pulses with greater intensity, swallowing the ones that come before it. It is because of them that their enemy may be eternal.

Because until we discover

What lies in the unknown

We fall beneath the cracks

Never to be seen again

And drift into an endless void

Only to join all creatures

That roamed a thousand years before

And to connect to the source

That brought her to life

For their blood is hers